Sometimes I wonder where has my confidence gone to? Everytime when I wanted to do something out of my comfort zone, there's always a big shot of adrenaline into my system.. my heart beat faster.. my lungs start to grasp for air, my lips and limbs begin to tremble.. Sickening.. How to face crowd like that? How to even communicate with a stranger?
I don't know if I should work for a month.. My mind is just so tired.. Think my NS life has drained me alot.. Sigh.. 2 years back I thought I could transform myself into a better person during NS.. Yet after these 2 years, I suffered and haven't really grown better..
Decision - Better decide carefully, or else once you make the wrong choice, there is no turning back.. you gotta face it and deal with it.. ironically, I've become even more indecisive.. because of all the decisions I've made weren't the right ones.. maybe I'm just unlucky..
Anyways.. I need a change in myself.. not just looks, but my character wise.. How? time will tell ba..
posted by binz @ 1:13 AM
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