Simple Life In A Changing Society..

2008-04-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

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2008-01-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

Well.. first and foremost.. happy new year 2008!!

lol.. sounds abit late..

anyways.. it has been a good time for the past few weeks for me.. activities here and there... enough to liven up my holidays..

had a good secondary school gathering on the 23rd december 2007.. other than the usual best pals peiwen, huipoh, kelvin and his gf huiling, chiwai and his gf xiuyun, melvin, yufeng, jj and zhiheng, jia'e and edson made a surprise appearance too this time.. its been years since I last saw edson.. who went back to indonesia after graduation from secondary school.. as for jia'e, haha.. sometimes met her ard in bishan as we stay quite close, and on bus too hah.. had a good catch up with all of them.. sumptuous meal which we all chipped in, fun games and gift exchange! hah.. I guess its so far the biggest gathering compare to other years.. hope this can continue on..

christmas eve was kinda, well.. more peaceful.. went to eat with family, and stayed overnight at gram's.. then on christmas.. celebrate with my family.. and oh.. andreas' 18th birthday too.. I guess the most happy one that day would be my youngest cousin, cleaven. hah.. well cos he had the most presents of all hahah..

26th was another gathering.. TSK TSK.. at jing's house.. haha.. but then tengyi and I were later.. oops.. felt so sorry that we have to make them wait for us till the food turned cold.. nonetheless.. the meal prepared by jing was mama mia! and the cute and yummy brownies too.. she's really a great chef and teacher yea.. hehe.. oh.. knew a new friend too.. jasmine, who is jing's and jo's good friend. hah.. anyways.. it was a great gathering.. and i got tons of chocolates from gift exchanges haha.. the most humorous one would be cx's one.. hersey's big, shit look alike chocolate.. hahah.. it's still in my fridge though.. looking forward to our next outing soon heh..

on the new year's eve, went to meet up with my ex-secondary sch frds again for dinner.. hehe.. best pals.. had our dinner at asabu at central, clark quay.. Jonathan would be coming too.. but only at ard 10 plus..cos he arrived in singapore at only 9 pm from malaysia. I had to leave earlier because I have another outing with tengyi and frds... aye.. sad that I couldnt catch up with him yet.. but the eve was great.. with the beautiful fireworks and the terrible crowd. haha.

alright.. new year has come.. which means another sem is coming too.. sigh.. back to studies again.. my resolution: to get better grades to pull up my cap! haha. and oh.. being more simple and contented this time..

2007-12-19T13:43:00.000+08:00

Its been a good break since the end of exams.. christmas is coming.. can't wait for this joyous sharing celebration.. at the same time.. I dun want time to fly so fast... another sem coming again.. argh.. anyways.. just a brief recap for the past 2 weeks..

Went to KL-Sunway Lagoon with Tengyi, Jo, Evan and Shirley.. my first time to KL.. haha.. had fun shopping and playing in Sunway Lagoon.. only bad thing is that the weather wasn't nice at all.. due to torrential rain.. luckily we didnt encounter any flood.. It was a good trip ba I guess.. except during the travel on bus.. where we met a family with kids.. oh man.. kids.. So noisy.. whats even worse was that they were sitting juz behind me.. banging my seat.. screeching.. laughing.. zz.... their parents basically didnt care as much. Spoilt brats.

Had a good catch up with my secondary school ex-classmates.. Sang KTV.. which I had never done so for mths.. and met up at Settlers' Cafe.. Had fun and a good chat.. and we planned for a xmas celebration at JJ's hse too.. Met up with JC ex-classmates as well.. as usual.. the same old few of us.. haha... and again.. we met at Settlers'.. haha.. had a good chat with them also.. bout sch.. life.. work.. .. dull life.. lol..

Well thats some highlights.. looking forward to xmas..

2007-12-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

This sem has finally come to an end.. after I have finished my last exam on the evening before yesterday.. Its been a hectic sem I must say.. with so much work... hmm.. hopefully overall the grades ain't that bad.. hah..

Was studying for my exams for the last two weeks.. prepared so much notes.. well just to make sure I know my stuffs .. hah.. at the same time hoping the time to pass quickly.. and yay.. finally I can breathe.. for a month only though.. lol.. But those two weeks.. It was rather an impact on me.

I could still remember the saturday 2 weeks ago.. I was heading down to gram's place on my dad's car.. he bought the chinese newspaper, Shin Min Wan Bao, as usual.. I took a glance at it.. and saw the headline about the 5 dragonboaters who were, at that time, missing in Tonle Sap River in Cambodia. To my shock, some of the guys whom I saw in Kallang and Bishan gyms before, were among the five of them. It was certainly unbelievable, because to me, they were so fit, and never would I expect them to be involved in this terrible accident. What happened the next few days I don't have to say anymore.. Though I don't know them personally, I still felt sad.. the news report were rather grief-strikening.. Its certain a great loss.. a sudden one.. and it gave me a rather deep impact on my thoughts; Life is really fragile.. one may never know what will happen in future.. so we should cherish our loved ones while we still can.. (well I guess its been said alot of times but this time around, the significance is there..) The dragonboat has a great team work I must say.. and I know for sure.. that the rest of the dragonboaters will carry on the passion that the 5 of them had lived up.. Rest in peace great rowers.. Your names will never been forgotten..

Certainly I've have a different point of view on life.. perhaps I won't be the same Jasper as before in the past.. who knows.

Holidays are here.. yay.. going to Sunway Lagoon in a few hours time .. wee.. excited..
And I wanna meet my secondary sch friends, my JC pals, and other friends too! You guys better be free.. =p hah.. Ah.. better tuck in now.. =)

2007-11-11T13:56:00.001+08:00

Pardon me for such a long disappearing act..

been so busy with studies.. and projects..
speaking of projects.. I find that projects are some kinda obstacles that we have to
overcome.. haiz..

I felt helpless sometimes.. or rather..
I felt bad..

hate projects.
no more 5 projects in the coming sems.

exams are coming in less than 3 weeks..
have to work out on one module.. cos I did f*ing badly in
my mid term.. hai.

demostrations and presentations of projects coming up this week..
after which is study and study.. and study..

well.. I'll be back soon.. after all da shi*..
till then again..

2007-09-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

Shall do some updates.. sigh.. been busy with work ..
nonetheless.. still have some time for a little fun.. hah..
nth much'as been going on.. so shall update some highlighted events.

11th September.. no not 911 case.. heh..
had a little birthday surprise for Jo with TSKs clique..
was having evening lesson with Jo and Evan..
Tengyi, Jing and CX prepared this surprise, whereas Evan and I tried to make sure things go smoothly.. welll...... not exactly smooth.. hah..
Evan and I pretended having stomachache after lesson.. and headed down to one of the toilets in University Hall.. but guess she kinda knew what was going on..
the other guys waited at the side of the toilet.. hah.. in the end did try to 'force' her to go into the toilet.. and the other guys came out and gave her a surprise.. heh..
They bought a small cupcake as her temporary birthday cake.. hah..
Sheryl, Jackson and Raymond joined us too.. fun.. luckily we din got chased out by the security guards.. hah.. took some photos, before we left for Breko's at holland V to had some food..

And so move on to the next day, which is Jo's official birthday.. hah..
went to town after school.. Tengyi and CX went to buy the cake first, as well as some birthday forfeit.. haha, whereas Jo and I went around in town.. Yan Guang joined us too.. shopped for my formal black pants.. as I needed that for presentation on the next day.. Met up with Tengyi and CX in NYDC, which is at Wheelock's Place.. Jing joined us too.. Evan wasnt feeling well.. so he din joined us.. had our dinner there, before we headed down to coffee bean to celebrate her birthday.. cake was delicious, and the forfeit.. haha.. she was asked to use her mouth to eat 10 pieces of twisties and smarty candies, which are all covered up by the whipped cream.. lol.. fat fat for her... went to la kopi after that.. had some fun chit chats.. before we left for home...

Alrite.. skip to 15th September.. which is Tengyi's official birthday.. He was flying his way back to Singapore from Sydney that day.. and I planned something for him.. before he arrived at 2 plus in the afternoon.. went to shop for his presents two days before at Marina Square.. bought him a pair of sneakers, a tee, and a bottle.. in addition, Jo sewed a banner with his name on it.. hahah.. pink banner somemore.. that morning we headed down to Little India and bought a garland.. LoL.. guess u guys know wad we're going to do.. Fetch him at the airport of cos! lol.. Funny sight.. especially the expression when he saw the banner we're holding at the arrival hall.. LoL.. his colleagues were all giggling... and the garland.. LoL.. fun fun.. after which we headed down to his house as he had to bring back his luggage.. Jo had fun with his rabbits.. His sister bought him a birthday cake as well.. and we celebrated for him.. hah.. we then left for KTV.. woo.. singing session! fun again.. as well as a good let out.. we headed down to J8 for dinner after that.. Had pizza hut.. hahaz.. coincidentally there was someone else celebrating her birthday too, and there was this birthday surprise by pizza hut.. so Jo went to ask the stuff to give Ty one as well.. haha... so cool.. especially the song played by the restaurant ... lolz.. yummy food too! We then headed to arcade to play some games before we left for home..

yup.. thats about it.. recess for this coming week.. guess can't rest much too..
well.. till them..

2007-09-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

I just dunno why I can't help much when friends confide in me.. its either I said nothing, or I give wrong or unhelpful suggestions.. Sometimes I felt like slapping myself..

Work keeps piling up.. help me pull through these, peepz.. zz

2007-09-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

Another hectic week has gone..

Monday - The morning traffic pissed me.. made me late when I woke up so early just to meet evan for a swim before lesson.. in the end had to finished my laps quickly and rushed for lesson.. stayed back in school for project, before had a buffet dinner organized by Cynthia, our president of SoC Club.. It was an appreciation dinner for the Freshmen Orientation Project..

Tuesday - Another freaking long day.. lesson from 12pm to 9 pm.. with only 2 hours break.. It was bad day actually.. morning went to gym.. and found out I dropped one of my slippers out of my shoe bag.. To make things worse.. the weather was so wet.. My shoes were soaked up for the whole day. How great.

Wednesday - Met for project once again.. went for a morning swim before that.. went home after lesson that day.. nothing much happened..

Thursday - Went for lesson in the morning.. after which.. went lunch with Jo and Evan at art's canteen.. Met up with CX.. but din join them to Comex.. because I was too tired.. so I went back to home to nap.. before I came out again in the evening to meet them up again for dinner.. this time Jing joined us.. Went to Magic Wok for dinner.. had pineapple rice.. lol.. nice.. All of us followed Jo to Bugis Junction, where she's having an interview.. a short one.. before we went home..

Friday - No lesson. Went to gym in the morning, after which I went back to school to join Evan and Jo for badminton.. touched up our project, before I went back home..

Saturday - Met up with Jing, Jo and Evan for a small celebration.. Teachers' Day for Jing! Had a meal at Thomson's Apple Strudel. The meal was nice and cheap, yum.. went for a walk at Thomsan Plaza, before we headed down to J8.. Jing din join us cos she had to go to her gram's with her parents.. Evan bought a tee for Jackson, after which, we went to arcade and play.. hah.. went to gram's at nite after that..

Argh.. another hectic week coming right up..

2007-08-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

Argh.. sch has started already..

just give some quick updates what the last 3 weeks have been like.

-Went to Batam for a short holiday.. wee..
-Celebrated my brother, Chester's 21st birthday.. held chalet at downtown east..
-Started school for the past 2 weeks.. yawnz.
-Went for a charity walk last Saturday, and watched 881.. nice show..
-Went for a appreciation dinner last night, which was for the camp committee ..

alright.. thats all.. lol..
back to sch now.. sianz..
ciaoz now

22nd bday celebration - part 2

2007-07-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

LoL.. and so I woke up at 12pm.. slack around at home.. waiting for my mum to get ready so that we could go down grandma's place asap.. cos I'm meeting TY later for a swim in the afternoon.. It just pissed me sometimes.. whenever I'm stuck in the middle.. Kept asking mum to be quick.. and yet she's just taking her own sweet time.. then worried that TY would get pissed cos I'm late again.. sianz.. anyways.. reach gram's place at around 3.45pm.. The moment I reached there.. we started the celebration.. blew my candles.. and off I went.. thank god my dad's fetching me.. else I would be even more late..

Reached the pool at around 4.15pm.. could see TY was rather pissed.. sianz.. went to the pool and it was freaking cold.. thanks to the weather.. TY said he going to toilet.. and I continued my laps.. just when I'm swam back I realized both of our bags were gone.. I was rather anxious.. It was then TY came back and told me to continue my laps.. I wanted to ask him wad happened.. he was rather fierce.. and told me to continue swim.. I was having mixed feelings then.. I just continue my swim then.. only till after some time.. he asked me to stop.. I went back to the place where we put our bags.. and saw a pair of socks.. my shoes.. and my shorts.. There's a clue card.. asking me to go for the next station.. I was like .. diao.. made me worried for nothing.. speechless.. TY was my 'angel'.. but the angel kept running in front .. zz.. having cramps on my left calf.. ouch.. had to run topless somemore.. diao.. lol.. ran to the bus stop near Bishan Depot.. saw Evan, Jo, Jing and CX.. haha.. ok.. that was when I got it.. was recovering from my mixed feelings though.. so guys.. I wasn't angry.. lol.. so I went through stations by stations.. receiving 'awards'.. ran and walk from swimming pool.. to bishan park.. then to Thomsan Prata House.. lol.. tired..

We then took bus to McRitchie Reservoir.. for a so-called finale.. made me wear this cape.. and burger king crown.. diao.. lol.. Oh wells.. its not like I've never been through such things before.. the mascot job was terrible enough.. lol.. Still I wanna thank TY, Evan, Jo, Jing and CX for all these.. haha.. especially TY.. for the bag.. and taking out ur time to plan all these for me.. I'm really touched.. thank you guys.. =)

Went back to TY's place to bathe.. was told Jesmen not free.. so ended up only both of us going for dinner.. had cheese fondue at Pizza Hut.. damn nice.. but gets eeky after eating half of the whole piece.. lol.. after which.. went back to his house to take back my stuffs.. and the things that he has helped me buy in Taiwan.. which my mum has asked... lol..

Some of the pictures taken..

22nd bday celebration - part 1

2007-07-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

Sianz .. feeling sick already.. Sore throat is killing me.. might be due to laughing too much at Evan's sexy voice he got when he's having sore throat.. feeling lethargic too.. zz.. not enough rest I guess..

Anyways.. back to the topic.. shall start from last saturday. Met up with my secondary sch pals for a dinner.. As Pei Wen, Chi Wai and my birthday falls ard the same time, we usually celebrate together, Leos rulez! haha.. We went to Marina Square and settled ourselves at Ministry of Food.. So damn crowded on that day.. I guess it was due to National Day preview.. Sad that Chi Wai cannot be there.. as he's having another birthday celebration for his cousin.. As what we have did for Hui Poh and Kelvin, Pei Wen and I would get treated for the meal.. since presents are not feasible for all of us anymore.. Kelvin, Hui Poh, Melvin, Yu Feng and his girlfriend, Jenn, were there.. JJ joined us later, and Zhi Heng reached juz after we had our meals.. Meal was great.. good food.. yum yum.. in the midst there were fireworks juz opposite the restaurant.. hah.. which marked the end of the parade over at marina bay.. Chi Wai's girlfriend wanted to surprise him that night.. a birthday celebration at a pub .. thus Kelvin and Yu Feng had to decide where to go.. in the end they decided brewerkz at Clarke Quay.. Coincidentally, I was going to meet my uni pals at MOS.. Yu Feng drove Jenn, PW, HP and Melvin over there.. whereas the rest of us have to buy a cake at Swensen's before we walked down to Clarke Quay.. Yes.. walk.

Reached there after a 20-30 minutes walk.. The others already reached there.. I stayed with them for a while.. before I went off to meet up with Evan and Yan Guang outside MOS.. hah.. first time to MOS.. Second time clubbing.. Evan, the old bird, tour the both of us around.. haha.. we then sat around at the Retro section.. waiting for Jo, CX, and Raymond to come.. all of them reached by around 11.. Raymond brought another friend, Jing Kai as well.. he's a fellow SoC student too.. somehow Jo, Evan and I never recall seeing him.. haha.. drank abit and danced.. they sang a birthday song to me too at 12am.. haha.. Pei Wen called at around 12 plus.. asking if I can come out for awhile.. so Evan brought me out.. and saw PW, HP, Kelv, Zhi Heng and JJ.. had a short chat with them before they left .. heard that Chi Wai's gf was abit disappointed.. cos somehow the surprise was a flop.. aye.. somehow someone disclosed abit or something .. not sure of what happened though...

Went back to MOS and dance dance again.. before we left at around 2am.. saw Jacelyn Tay.. wah.. she's beautiful in person.. we decided to go Orchard Cineleisure to have supper.. they suggested walking.. but my backache was back.. so decided to take cab.. we took Maxi Cab.. which can just nice fetch the 7 of us to Orchard.. its damn cool lar.. lol.. Had our supper at Xing Wang Cafe.. yum.. before we headed home at ard 3 plus am..

Some of the photos taken..

At MOS..

At Xing Wang Cafe..

Duper week - Part 2

2007-07-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

On thursday went for a briefing for a job which I was selected in the end.. Haha.. Jo was laughing and giggling throughout the briefing.. guess because of the mascots which the guys have to wear for this job.. hah.. well I've considered properly and decided to go ahead with this job.. just to have fun I guess... haha.. Indeed it takes alot of courage to do this.. and I'm glad I've plucked it up.. After which.. Jo and I went to look for black shoes which we guys have to wear for the mascots.. but to no avail.. met up with Tengyi to gym then..

Friday was a chocolatty day.. haha.. cos The Stoning Kias, aka, TSK, are having a chocolate fondue over the Chi Xian's house.. Evan was supposed to meet me for a swim at noon in NUS .. but his mom wanted him to buy some necessities.. and I had to swim alone.. haha.. After the swim.. went to meet up with CX, Jo, Raymond, Shirley and Yan Guang at Clementi.. They had bought the fruits and stuffs for the fondue.. so we headed down the CX's house.. Her house is really big... 2 stories.. and her dog.. is lame looking.. cute at the same time.. what am I saying.. LOL.. She had the chocolate fountain machine which she borrowed from her friend.. hah its really cool.. thought I can only see it in restaurants.. ooo... the fondue was really great.. yum yum.. Evan joined us later.. then Jackson.. then Tengyi.. who came right after he touched down in Singapore from Bangkok.. We had some games after that.. but was kinda boring.. played with CX's dog, yuki, instead.. she just couldn't stop licking me la.. like WTH.. and humping my forearm as well.. zz..

Went off with Ty at 7 plus for dinner with pals at AMK Hub after that.. and I managed to find my black shoes b4 work.. like phew.. finally found them.. pretty ex though I think.. 16 bucks.. could have find those shoes with juz 5 bucks lo.. sianz.. oh wells.. here are some of the pics again!

Saturday was my first working day.. gosh.. had to wear the mascot along orchard road.. haha.. what a big challenge.. Was late for work.. sorry Jo for that.. cos meeting her to go together.. the black suit.. something like a scuba diving wear.. was so skimpy.. and uncomfortable.. especially at the groin area.. zz.. there are 8 other guys in the mascots as well.. so still alright.. haha.. So many passerbys giggling and glancing.. haha.. but I guess I'll get used to it.. saw Derren with his gf.. oh man.. haha.. and he still asked me.. "Why are u doing this job?" haha.. I just say for money.. 10 bucks per hr.. blah.. ahah.. luckily no other familiar faces .. haha.. Chi Xian joined us for work in the evening.. guess they were short-handed.. thus asked her to come down as well.. Tengyi came by for visit.. haha.. thanks for the support..

well a preview of me in the mascot.. perhaps u guys have seen it .. hah..

ok can laugh now.. lol... went for dinner at Novena with Ty, Jo and CX.. Went to this Hong Kong Cafe.. the food was really really nice.. especially the french toast.. yum!! haha.. aye.. 4 more working days to go.. eeps.. tmr will be at raffles place.. I guess should be much better than in Orchard.. haha.. well.. till then

Duper week - Part 1

2007-07-23T15:51:00.000+08:00

Alrite.. its gonna be a long post again.. haha.. because I had quite a number of activities for the past week! heh..

Let's start with the sunday before last week.. In the afternoon met up with Tengyi for a swim and dinner before he flies off to Sydney.. Think we went to AMK hub if I'm not wrong.. haha.. geez.. can't even remember what we ate.. hah.. think its Fish and Co.. haha.. yummy baked salmon.. anyways.. I went back to gram's whereas he went back home to prepare himself for work.. Met up with Evan, Jo and Jing at night to chill out in pub.. they went to watch Harry Potter.. Didn't join them cos I've watched the show already.. Decided to go Balcony to chill.. hah.. supposedly Evan and Jo wanted to club and dance.. but Jing and I didn't want to.. hah.. so pubbing was the best choice.. In the end we stoned.. hah.. nothing much we could do as well.. bought cards to play as well.. hah.. still doesn't livened up our boredom.. hah.. Since we had nothing much to do.. we headed down to Prata House for supper.. haha.. before all of us walked back to Bishan.. Evan stayed over at my place, whereas Jo stayed over at Jing's place.. heh.. well cos the next day we're going to chalet!

Some of the pics we took..

The next three days we went to 'heaven'.. haha.. so-called by Evan.. which is at NSRCC chalet.. Raymond and Yanguang joined us as well.. First day we went down to ECP to rent bikes overnight.. cos the bikes over at NSRCC couldn't be rented overnight.. such a hassle.. So we had our lunner at Marine Parade, then cycled back to chalet.. Jo fell down just before we were reaching back to the chalet.. hah.. I had to apply my skills I learnt during army days, and help her to do the bandaging.. luckily nothing serious.. Played mahjong in the evening, before we had our night cycling! Peide and Dave joined us in the evening.. and cos Jo was injured and Evan was sick.. Peide and Dave joined us for night cycling.. Damn good la.. hah.. cycled along the runway of Changi Airport.. guess what.. its my first time doing night cycling as well! lol.. like after 21 years..
Second day was .. well.. surprising I should say.. haha.. Returned our bikes in the morning before we had our breakfast back at Marine Parade.. Shopped for BBQ stuffs as well, as they decided to do a BBQ in the evening.. Shirley joined us as well.. Bowled at around noon.. before Yanguang, Evan, Shirley and I went for a swim cum jaccuzzi cum steam bath.. in the evening.. I was stunned by the birthday surprise they had for me.. hah.. I totally din expect at all.. cos its still early lar from my birthday.. really speechless at that moment.. what made me even stunned was Tengyi's appearance.. haha.. am really touched.. haha can't believe I celebrated birthday at the same location again.. thank you guys for the surprise.. although I still want a proper celebration .. haha.. Jackson, Chi Xian, Adeline, Murni, KC and Suelynn came as well.. BBQ was good.. haha.. but too much food.. Went to runway again, not by bikes, but Murni's car.. with Ty, Jo, Ade and Shirley.. the departure of airplanes is really damn cool.. haha.. oops.. sounds suaku.. we headed down to .. hmm.. can't remember where is it.. haha.. to have supper.. roti john and teh .. ooo.. nice.. Ty, Evan, Jo and Jing had a late nite chat .. but I was too tired.. and stunned also.. to join them.. so I just listened.. before all of us fell aslp..

On the third day.. I went to Lavender with Ty to ICA.. to make my passport.. whereas the others went to beach road market to eat.. We joined them later.. and they were having chocolate fondue! geez.. sigh.. days in 'heaven' passed so fast.. sianz..

Some of the pics taken..

Part 2 as above.. haha

2007-07-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

Woo.. yesterday went to Asus Service Centre in The Adelphi (an ulu building situated opposite of Funan IT Mall) to send my lappie in for repair.. Top cover of my lappie was spoilt due to broken screws at the side.. And guess what! I juz received a call earlier in the afternoon that my lappie is ready for collection. Wow.. din expect it to be that fast. Now I'm blogging with my 'all new' lappie.. hah.. they changed my screen and my laptop base as well.. It looks damn new lar.. even though its celebrating its one year old birthday soon.. Buahahaha...

Now I'm still waiting for Tengyi to come down to Bugis before we head down to Sim Lim Square to get some gadgets.. Sipping coffee while bloggin in McDonald's now.. hah.. Feeling damn full now.. Met up with my BMT buddies juz now.. every July we'll meet up once for a so-called 'birthday gathering'.. haha.. well our birthdays are pretty closed to each other.. I was late again as usual.. zz.. We were deciding wad's for lunch, a Jap restaurant to be exact, for a buffet.. ended up we chosen Sakae.. The one at Marina Square has only tea-time buffet, which is at three.. thus we went to Food Loft to get some snacks and chit chat, before we went back to Sakae for our lunch. Woo.. its been quite long since the last time I had jap buffet.. nice.

They accompanied me to The Adelphi to collect my lappie.. and then we went off.. since everyone has something on at night.. hah..

Oh.. lets see.. Last Saturday met up with 'fellow Rangers' at town.. The girls were exercising in FF, while Evan and I went for a swim instead. I went down to FF at Paragon later to meet up with the girls.. while Evan went back home first to get one of our Rangers' Identity.. ahaha.. Waited for like half an hr to forty five minutes.. before they were done.. =_=
We then meet up with Evan, and headed down to Minds' Cafe for some fun.. indeed it was fun la.. cos through the games we get to know each other more.. cool. No photos yet.. but will upload soon when Jing has done uploading.. wahah..

oo Tengyi's here, just nice.. =D

2007-07-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

Argh.. feeling sick already.. I guess it must be the gym and running session last evening.. lost too much fluid inside of me.. Hopefully can get well soon.. Thursday there's IPPT somemore.. zz

Anyways.. It has been a good weekend for me.. On saturday, met up with my secondary school pals for a BBQ session.. which was held at JJ's condominium. We met up in the afternoon to buy the groceries and necessities before we headed back to JJ's house.. Kelvin and Chi Wai has finished serving their NS.. and they are all set to head to their next phase.. oh they brought their girlfriends too.. Chi Wai's one is still as high... haha.. Chatted with Pei Wen regarding school stuffs.. sigh.. new sem is starting soon again.. time jus flies that fast.. Zhi Heng has come back from China.. and gosh.. he has put on weight.. haha.. can see the difference compared to the last time I saw him a month plus ago.. JJ is still as tall. hahah.. Chatted in JJ's house for an hour plus.. and I was using the massaging chair.. shiok.. hah.. after which headed down to the barbeque pit to start up the fire and then, the BBQ. Lotsa food.. yum yum.. Yufeng came later.. with his new gf.. hah.. wah.. I was feeling weird somehow.. maybe cos couples here and there.. tsk tsk. I must say its a good gathering.. although at a point of time I was too quiet.. hah.. thats just me I guess.. I can get quiet out of a sudden.. Pardon me yea guys.. Chatted until 11.40.. And headed back home.. Fwah.. I was rushing for the train and bus.. and I'm lucky to catch the last bus.. hah

The next day, there is a post-Emerga camp outing.. I think its was more like a Group 3 and 4 cum camp comm outing.. hahaz.. Had lunch at Plaze Sing food court.. before we decided to go for KTV.. wooo... supposedly they planned to go for a movie.. but there isn't a movie that everyone wants to watch.. so yeap.. we changed plan.. Peide told me a large group going KTV isn't a good idea.. I can see why.. segregated groups.. only 2 people singing at the same time.. some stoning.. including me.. hah.. In the end still quite fun lar.. first time see Murni singing also.. Siti Nurhaliza! haha..

Some of the pics taken during the outing...

2007-06-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

Its gonna be a long post.. since I had a pretty hectic but fun week. heh.

Shall start off with the sentosa outing with my new cliques..

abit late as it was last sunday, but I shall update still. LoL.

Went to sentosa with Evan, Joanna, Jing Pey, and Chi Xian at around 2 pm. They were still having lunch when I reached vivo city. Haha.. Raymond was there too, but he went off first to find Jackson first. Thus, we took the monorail down to sentosa.

The weather wasn't great at first. Slight drizzles with greyish clouds in the sky. The weather suddenly becomes better afterwards.. it turned sunny! Least to what we expected, cos we din applied any sun block lotion. Haha. Heck man. Guess what. Joanna and Jing even bought sandcastle building tools.. LoL. Evan showed us his building skills as well. LOL. Had fun lar.. after which we buried Jackson, who came later with Raymond. Its great to enjoy the beach.. so great. Took a lot of pics also.. which will be shown below. Tanjong beach was just great; not crowded, and nice scenery.. woo.. Jackson borrowed a beach volleyball to play as well.. hah.. wah.. Its really been a long time since I last played that.. sad that the girls can't play well.. else it will be more fun.. heh.. we played monkey instead.. hahaha... funny sia.

Anyways.. I should not have gone sentosa at first.. because that day my family wanted to celebrate my grandma's birthday.. which I didnt know until mum called me when I was out. I felt really bad lar.. sigh.. thus went off in the evening back to gram's place, without joining them for dinner..

Alright, now the main event... Emerga Camp 2007. SoC's freshmen orientation camp at Aloha Loyang. The 4 days from Monday from Thursday were really tiring for me, cos being one of the camp committee members, being one of the game ICs, I had to make sure that the games run smoothly, hoping that the GLs and freshmen had a good time enjoying. Preparations here and there, briefings held every night, plus insufficient sleeps.. wah.. When was the last time I get so shagged sia?

Its great to get to know more new friends as well.. maybe not the freshies.. cos I din have alot of interaction.. quite sad eh, but the GLs, like Peide, Gerald, Ivan and etc... hah.. thanks to all of them, the camp was pretty fun and enjoyable for the freshmen overall.. Of cos.. its the camp committee members whom I worked with that made it happened. Adeline, KC, my fellow IC Evan, Murni, Xinyuan, Jonathan and Shaun.. Its really great working with them.. hope they don't mind me for forgetting things that I supposed to do sometimes..

Glad it ended with a good note, I supposed.. and I guess it will be the first and the last time I'm joining Freshmen Orientation Project as a committee member.. hahahaha... dun have the photos for camp yet.. so shall upload another day.

here are the photos taken in sentosa.. heh

2007-06-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

What a shag week it has been.. RAWR. Din really had enough sleep for the past few days.. but it guess overall I have this sense of achievement.. hah..

Why? I had this pre-camp session on monday and tuesday. This session is supposed to brief the OGLs and AGLs on the games, as well as choosing the ICs for some of the games. Its damn shag on monday cos I had only 4 fours of sleep the previous night.. but I pitied Evan more... he didnt sleep AT ALL. I really must bow to him.. The games we played were quite fun.. but I'm not sure if they felt fun or not.. we the Games ICs are more concerned whether the games played are enjoyable and suitable for the coming camp next week.. Feedbacks from them were quite alright.. except for treasure hunt.. Ain't treasure hunt supposedly to be a tiring one? If the clues are that obvious.. we might as well just tell them where's the next station is.. Sigh.. There was an arguement too.. I felt helpless at the point.. couldn't help Evan much also.. but just kept quiet.. felt so useless myself..

Anyways.. the 2nd day of pre-camp was much better.. mass interaction games were fun I supposed.. beach games were ok.. maybe because the beach was crappy, plus we din have the full logistics.. Guess what.. after we break camp from pasir ris.. I went to gym.. HAHA. I know I'm crazy. yah. Its damn shaggggggg... hahahah... too stressed I supposed.

There were meetings on wednesday and thursday to touch up everything else.. I'm so so sooooo looking forward to next week's camp.. and I'm happy to see more and more pple signing up for the camp.. wee.. hope everything turns out smooth and fun! Oh.. tmr I'm going sentosa with Jo, Jing, Evan, Jackson and Raymond.. hmm when's the last time I went there? lolx. signing off now.. tatas.

2007-06-17T12:58:00.000+08:00

Geez.. I have been having weird dreams lately.. dreams that would never happen in reality at all.. I'm not sure if I'm too tired or have been too stressful.. but these have been happening the past few nights.. eek..

Everyone is not perfect. Flaws are still there even though you yourself do not realize.. I think its hard for us to change for a better person in a short time... the habits we have, the characteristics we possess, the thoughts we made.. they are somehow deep in your roots.. unless someone close to you manage to adjust them..

I did change some of the things bout myself.. of cos hopefully for a better me.. somehow I don't think there isn't much change... i'm still the old me.. a close friend also pointed out the bad characteristics I have, which I never ever realized or expected.. I guess being a good guy is so damn hard.. (maybe Evan can prove me wrong.. haha..)

shall stop here.. meeting Evan, Jo and Jing.. I really want sing out loud man.. lol.

2007-06-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

Woo... yesterday was so fun.. wahaha..

just before I continue on.. Happy birthday Evan! LoL..

We, consists of Joanna, Jackson and of course, myself, had planned quite alot to celebrate Evan's birthday.. Joanna and I had bought 25 different kinds of vegetables and fruits for our health conscious birthday boy. 'boy'. LOL... Jackson brought this basket which Joanna and I least expected.. however the basket was too weak to hold all the vegetables and fruits lar. To think that I had to bring the vegetables and fruits to gym with Brandon before that.. sheesh.

Reached Somerset station at 5.30.. waited for 10 mins before Joanna came.. Joanna called Jackson, and found out that he had already reached... for that moment I felt stupid, cos I didn't call him.. LoL.

they were waiting at the lift outside of Somerset station. Oh.. besides Jackson, Chi Xian, Evan's friend, was there too.. we then started preparing before the arrival of our star. LoL. Jing Pei reached later juz before Evan reached.. hah.

Vegetables and fruits, birthday card, Uncle's slippers.. LOL. Yes.. The moment he reached, we made him wear the slippers and carry that basket of vegetables & fruits along Orchard Road.. wahaha..

Shall not say much.. the photos will do the job later..

We reached mind's cafe after that.. Bryan reached later and joined us.. We ate and played games, did stupid forfeits too hahah. then the birthday celebration.. I guess its the most fun nite I had so far this month.. Was happy then.. because I found another new true friendship..

Alrite.. here are the photos.. geez.. when was the last time I posted photos here? LOL.

The 25 vegetables and fruits

Uncle Healthy along Orchard Road.. LOL.

Aunt Jo buying banana from Uncle Healthy outside PS

The ladies with Uncle Healthy

Candid shot at Minds Cafe

Yummy food !!!

Lastly, Happy 25th Birthday Evan !!!!

2007-06-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Vesak Day!

Heh.. just came back from an evening swim.. Was kinda irritated as the pool was so damn crowded. I really don't understand why the swimming instructors want to squeeze their students in one competition pool. Kids are just as usual blocking people's lanes. And to those instructors who are teaching the more younger ones, the training pool is built for a purpose. Some other swimmers are ignorant as well. You know that the pool is crowded, then why do you still swim backstroke? Its not like every swimmer will give way to you. And please, when you aren't swimming, don't just block other swimmer's way. Shucks, one bitten, twice shy.

Let's not talk about it anymore..

Well yesterday was Vesak Day as mentioned, and guess what.. I did volunteery work at the Vesak Day Celebration fair organized by Amitabha Centre. I was asked and persuaded by Tengyi earlier on, so went with him to help out at Aljunied. It was quite an exposure to me I must say, though my parents are Buddhists themselves. Hmm I'm still quite confused between Buddhism and Taoism though.. Yesterday I learnt more about Buddhism, of cos, from Tengyi, a Buddhist himself.. I did donated thirty bucks for prayers too.. Overall a pretty good experience afterall. Tengyi asked me to come down again next year.. haha..

After that, I rushed off to Expo for an event which I didn't know what is it about. I just knew that Jackson, one of my University course mates, is performing a cheerleading dance. So rushed that I din had time for dinner.. guess what, Joanna, Evan, my fellow course mates as well, and I did two figures and a big cheer board to support Jackson.. Damn funny I must say, especially the figures.. When I reached there, I was pretty late already, due to the fact that I slept past Tanah Merah Station.. LOL. Aye I only had four hours of sleep ok. Evan and Raymond came out to bring me in.. And the moment I went in, I was like rolling eyes.. haha.. Found out that its a church service event by City Harvest. The crowd was like damn massive.. 10K i think, most of them are youngsters. Saw pastor Kong, He Yeow Sun's husband on stage. Well besides service, there was a pleasant surprise, Tank was there! haha. But i guess nothing beats the cheerleading performances by various schools and sectors... We were like crazy cheering for Jackson.. ahaha.. In the end he said his hair was standing when he saw how supportive we are.. geez.. lOl.. I was damn hungry by then.. there was a time when I had gastric pain.. They did help me da-bao a burger.. but it turned out to be beef burger.. which I can't eat. Haha in the end I ate the buns, leaving the beef patty out. No choice.. just to stop the pain. Oh.. I saw yuan xing performing cheerleading dance as well.. hahaha.. I was surprised man.. But that confirmed one thing.. that all the performers are from City Harvest.. duh. haha.

What a day I must say, A religious day.. haha.

2007-05-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

wah.. realized haven't been blogging since exam periods.. hah.. guess I have been too busy enjoying myself as well as other committments as well.. Hmm.. and now, my exam results are out. Hah.. well, definitely better than last sem.. but not good enough still.. guess have to work harder still next sem. Zz.. have to work harder when the modules are getting tougher.. eeks.

Let's see.. till now I've still been going to gym .. hah.. can't imagine that I can be that disciplined.. perhaps due to the fact that I'm not doing alone in the gym.. hah.. thanks to my buddy, Tengyi. Sigh.. juz received a bloody sms from mindef.. a reminder to do my IPPT. Actually i don't mind IPPT.. but why is there running! lol. That's juz my weakest link.

GSS is here already.. but then, I'm not working.. guess i can't spend much this time around. Have to control myself.. Speaking of which, my emotions are getting out of hand.. I guess it must be the post exam effect.. Wanted to say sorry to those closed ones whom I've hurt unintentionally.. you guys should know who you are.. Now and then I find myself still unable to control my thinkings as well.. they just went wild sometimes.. I have been finding ways to relax myself though.. hah.. oh.. speaking of which.. went for a chalet with my friends who are my course mates in NUS.. well.. that was really a good vent after exams.. except for the stupid weather.. Overall I guess it turned out great. heh.

Oh.. watched Spiderman 3 and Pirates of the Carribean already.. the former was ok for me.. its story seems to be quite weird though.. especially to those spiderman fans out there.. But I do like the action parts though.. hah.. the latter was much better.. hah.. like the pirates man.. "Aye capt!" "yo ho ho!" rums and more rums!" lol.. Nice.. a must watch! hah

guess thats about it.. will try to update more often, since its holidays already.. heh..

2007-04-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

Arh... 2 exams down... 3 more to go... so far the papers were okay.. well I did my best.. hopefully the results won't turn out bad.. Moreover the exams were the most difficult ones.. IMO. haha.. Cores somemore. Sigh.. now I'm still wondering what should I major in.. Have to decide ASAP.. Anyways.. Can't wait for the holidays to come.. Just a week more... So many things I wanna do.. haha.. I have been like discussing with different friends.. Chalet with my NUS friends; hanging out and exercising with my JC friends; Exciting and adventurous things to do with Guo Yuan; Orientation camp! Of cos spending my time with my loved ones is great... hah.. hmm hopefully there's time for me to learn driving.. aye.. seems like i wun have the time to work.. hopefully got some small lobangs for me .. hah... Oh sh*t... I remember I have IPPT to clear as well.. hah..

Alright.. its gonna be a short post.. gonna continue with my studies.. tataz

2007-04-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

hmm... juz realized my previous post looks awful. LOL. Anyways, I'm here to do some updates. The updates are as below.

No updates as of today.

LOL. What's wrong with me.
Haven't been really studying alot.. still have 2 weeks + to get it going.. having another test this wednesday.. topics are pretty hard for me.. well.. computing modules.. I can't expect myself to mug like hell to get very good results.. competition's getting me headaches.. I need a breather.. I'm wondering sometimes whether I've chosen the right path.. Sometimes I wondered.. why I din get a place in NUS earlier.. (cos now I'm forced to take honors.. zz) I could have just tried science instead.. oh well.. So far i'm quite ok i guess.. but i need to learn so much new stuffs in such short period of time to help me get good results.. tough tough.. argh.. can't wait for my first long term break.. so many things to do..

2007-03-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

Argh.. a month to go before exams.. this feeling sux..
nearly got hit by the bus.. zz.. where the driver is juz trying to scare me or something.
anyways.. been quite a okay week for me..
Went to sing KTV last friday with gerline and aleathea.. hah.. what a great place to vent everything...
After which went to celebrate my grandpa's 69th birthday.. happy birthday ah gong! The cake was delicious.. mango moose cake.. yum..
Sunday went for gym and swim with tengyi.. and met up with jesmen.. to catch Mr Bean.. hahaz.. well was deciding whether to watch mr bean or ninja turtles.. and decided to go ahead with Mr bean first..
Okay-okay.. but still funny as usual..
had a sumptious dinner b4 that.. ooo..

been so hot these days.. the sun's blazing like big toaster..
drink more water.. or else pimples start breaking out.. like me.. boo.
lab assignments are draining me out.. tired!!

2007-03-18T02:13:00.000+08:00

fwah... another 2 weeks plus gone... hahz.. can see that i can only blog once a month this year.. yikes.. but no choice lar.. been busy with school work... nothing really exciting to blog about.. had my term tests.. results were ok ba.. not too good but not too bad as well.. hah.. hopefully can maintain during exams.. man.. juz a month away only.. really feel like travelling.. its been 6 years plus since I last travelled.. well it wasn't really a good travelling experience.. hah.. cos I wasn't really interested.. tsk.. well have to see how my schedule is for the holidays.. as well as looking for buddies accompany me travelling.. wahaha..

Hmm just went out today to celebrate Kelvin's 22nd birthday.. geez... can't believe I've known him for a good 9 years.. hah.. today was pretty much a class gathering as well.. hmm.. well good cliques to be exact.. hah.. went to sing KTV!! yay.. its been 2 months plus since I last sang.. Again my throat wasn't good.. can't sing well.. sob.. lol.. but felt great lar.. Went to NYDC for dinner.. hmm.. the food I had was alrite.. oh the lemon shiver drink was nice.. hah.. Had a great chat with them too.. We guys paid dinner for Kelvin as a birthday treat.. Hmm.. well we kinda like decided to give birthday treats instead of giving gifts.. hah guess no one has the time to search and buy I guess.. Orchard road during Saturday night is always crowded.. We were searching for a place to celebrate Kelv's birthday with a cake.. but to no avail.. In the end we ended up at emerald hill.. some quiet streets away from the busy road.. We headed down to alleyBar then.. and treated Kelvin drinks.. hah.. forced him down with Bailey shot and long island tea.. I had myself a light alcoholic drink too.. hmm.. its been like 8 months since I last touched alcholic drinks.. reason being I was under medication..

They planned to play pool after that.. but I was tired.. it was 12 plus already.. Hui Poh, JJ and I went to MRT station to check if there were still trains.. well of cos not.. we were then deciding whether to join them back, or take cab.. hah in the end we took cab home.. and here I am bloggin.. hah.. eyes closing.. sleeepy.

Happy CNY...

2007-02-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

Argh... can't believe term break ends tmr... damn sianz.. hah.. guess I've been neglecting my blog abit.. (not really abit i know.. hah) The year of Pig has come.. hope everyone has a smooth sailing year ahead.. This year's lunar new year celebration seems abit dull to me.. blackjack sessions weren't as much as last year.. and other than my two grandma's place, I haven't been to any other places to bai nian! its so damn sianz to rot at home... study abit.. play games to kill time... argh.. school term sianz.. break also sianz.. eew.. lifeless... Hopefully next week I have a change to go friend's place to bai nian..

Term tests are coming.. not really anxious bout it.. I just study here and there abit.. maybe next week I'll spend more time on studying.. argh.. sianz.. OH forgot to announce something.. I've stopped my medication! yes... alas.. hah.. can say that i'm fully recovered .. and dun worry..its not infectious.. hah.. relapse is less than 5%.. Well that's what I heard from the doc..

Alritez.. gotta head to bed soon.. all e best for my tests! heh.

2007-01-30T01:43:00.000+08:00

yawnz... wah almost two weeks.. tons of work have been piling since the start of tutorial week.. plus java labs.. eek.. anyways.. hah.. juz wanna come here fill up some thoughts before I go to sleep..

I must say I've been fully utilizing my time.. balancing my school activities, sch work, maintaining my fitness and having some time to play as well.. cool.. hope this can go on.. Chinese new year is coming.. but aye.. I don't really feel the atmosphere.. hah.. well maybe the Chinese New Year songs played in the shopping centre.. My family hasn't started preparing for Chinese New year yet.. speaking of which.. my room looks... ugh... Friends did say my room is neat (not showing off or what) but I still find it untidy.. lol.. Guess its just me.. Argh.. why must Chinese New Year fall on the week of our break.. wasted..

Saw the news on the death of Xu Wei Lun.. kinda sad when I see the news on TV.. she's really a beautiful, talented girl.. aye.. life's unpredictable.. argh there goes me again.. better get some sleep now.. till then!

A new year..

2007-01-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

Oops.. been really busy for the past 2 weeks.. christmas and new year.. planning new modules for a new semester (which was a real pain in the ass), involving in school's activities.. blah.. Hah.. anyways.. new year resolution! well nothing much, just hope everything's smooth for me this year (which i doubt so actually, lol)

Lets have a brief summary -

hmm christmas! yea.. spent my christmas eve with my family. Everyone decided to stay over at my grandma's place, excluding my brother... (he and his gf.. zz) Had a sumptious meal, and we sprayed confetti as well while counting down for christmas.. hahaz fun fun. Received a few christmas presents from my relatives -- boxers, T-shirt and a bag.. hah.. Really enjoyed myself.. the next day, we celebrated Andreas', my cousin, 17th birthday as well.. Shared with his brother to buy him a cap. hahaz.. My uncle prepared buffet for that day too.. another sumptious meal .. hahaz.. fat fat..

Gotten my results.. well.. kinda sucky.. I was glad that I didnt expect alot.. haha.. well life has to go on still.. juz strive on for the best next sem..

New year day... 010107. I went out with my good old pals the whole day. Met up with them at Holland V's Settlers' Cafe. Kelv, his gf, Huiling, Chi Wai, Pei Wen and Hui Poh was there, whereas Junjie joined us later. Enjoyed playing the games with them, haha.. great laughter we had. We travelled down to AMK for a steamboat dinner, and I was really glad that Melvin and Yufeng joined us as well.. A pleasant surprise was that Jonathon joined us too! It's been so long since I last saw him.. He had graduated from university in Australia, and has started working. Now he's back for a short holiday.. haha.. After dinner, we went for a KTV session.. haha.. great time singing.. hahaz.. Zhi Heng joined us later then.. he couldn't make it earlier as he was working.. We sang from 9 plus to 4 am.. hahaz.. Can you believe it? hahaz.. nevertheless, It was a great start for a new year.. Hopefully future outings can be still as fun..

Like I said, I had trouble planning my modules and bidding for them.. I just really hate the bidding part.. sick.. anyways.. had to settle with languages modules.. plus three of my cores and essential modules.. hopefully this sem I can pull up my caps score.. I was rather more busy because.... guess what? I joined the freshmen orientation camp committee.. hahaz.. crazy you can say, but well, I think I should expose more to such activities.. more interaction and getting to know more friends.. haha.. tsk tsk.. hopefully it can turn out to be a fruitful one.. hahaz.. been busy preparing for proposals and attending meetings..

Hopefully I'll still have time to blog again.. getting late now.. slp! AND THE SUN.. PLS COME OUT! I MISS U.. lol

2006-12-23T16:57:00.000+08:00

Ah.. been too busy with my holidays. Everyone around me is flying to overseas for vacation.. as for me.. nah.. no plans on that yet.. Christmas is just around the corner, and I must say this is one season that I'm really looking forward to.. the season of sharing and joy.. with friends and family.. Hey I felt I was celebrating Christmas yesterday.. time flies and poof! one year has passed..

Have been planning my activities during the holidays... Somehow the weather wasn't really doing good to me. It was raining non-stop the past whole week.. which people called it "the longetivity rain." hah.. One of those rainy days I joined this canoeing North Island Expedition. Some of my friends like Evan and Bryan joined me as well.. the sky was just filled with those unfriendly, greyish clouds the whole day.. the rain and wind made everyone shivered.. hah.. one of the coldest canoeing sessions I had, nonetheless, it was fun, canoeing as well as knowing more people throught the activity.

The rain continued the next few days as well.. some areas in Singapore were flooded as well.. Talking about Singapore, I must say sometimes I feel stressed being a Singaporean. Not saying that I hate the elders, but why are they always so impatient? And do they know what is the meaning of queuing up? Sad to say, no. There was once I was waiting for a bus at the peak hour. The bus was especially late that day, Not sure what the hell was going on. All I know was that I waited for more than 45 minutes. I was expected to meet up with my frd early, ended up I was damn late. I was really furious by then. The bus finally came, and you know, everyone just rush to the bus. I walked up to queue then, and came this auntie and another uncle, who just cut my queue and rush up the bus.. What the hell? WAS I INVISIBLE? I couldn't help it and vulgurities just shoot out from my mouth. I was erupting already. What was even worse is that the people standing in the bus din want to move to the rear. Sigh.. Where is the consideration? damn pissed by then.

Anyways, lets not talk about the unhappy things, since the joyous season is coming.. hah. My JC friends, Sock Fang, Angeline, Aleathea, Wei Qiang and Yuan Xing, came over to my place last night for some fun. We planned to celebrate Aleathea's very belated birthday as well.. heh. I went to buy a log cake before they meet me in the night. Played monopoly, and some other games the whole night, and celebrated Aleathea's birthday in the middle of the night as well.. hah fun! but I was really shagged then.. Heard them chat and chat at around 5 plus 6, but I gradually just fell asleep.. oops hah. The guys went off at around 6 plus, as they got something on later in the day, as for the girls they rested awhile till sun rise, while I was sleeping.. hah. Brought them to nearby coffee shop to have breakfast this morning, and chatted as well.. before the girls headed home. Ahh going to meet up with my secondary school best pals later.. bought a gift for the gift exchange later! wee.. fun fun.. shall update soon.. tata!

2006-12-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over.. not sure if I can maintain at least a B for each module.. sometimes I din wanna stress myself over studies.. but thinking of the competitive cohort in school makes me feel sick. Sigh.. hope everything turns out ok..

Things have turned back to normal.. kinda feel much more relieved.. Sometimes its not that I want to be pessismistic... its just the things happened which forced me to be that way. Finally get to sing right after my last exams on Tuesday. Althought its only two of us, I don't mind, cos I get to sing. hah. Feels great.. Everyone has their own way to distress or vent their feelings, and singing is my way. Shouting would be great.. Maybe I'll do that if there's a chance.

The next day went to swim with Evan, Jackson and Yan Guang at school. Well swimming in school is free, so why not? lol. Jackson was learning to swim, and Yan Guang, having a good experience as a swimming instructor, taught him. Wah indeed, Jackson managed to swim using breast stroke within 2 hours. He's still abit hydrophobia, so the other 3 of us tried to help him conquer the fear, hmm. Not sure if he has done it. lol. Had lunch in school afterwards, before we headed down to Queensway shopping centre for a walk. My second time there within 3 months.. hah.. Evan wanted to shop for his stuffs, so Jackson and I accompanied him. I must say the variety of shoes is kinda limited, been seeing the same designs from shop to shop. Hmm. I bought mine already at Orchard, luckily I don't find a same pair there lol. You know.. the price matters. lol. Evan only managed to buy a Adidas sweater. He still wanted to buy a pair of shoes and berms. So he decided to try in Orchard. I was kinda tired already, maybe due to the swim. So I din join them. In the end he managed to buy a pair of shoes in Orchard. hah..

And so come yesterday, when I meet up with Jason, Xinni and Alex. lol.. going out everyday yea. I went to school to take my medicine first, before I met up with Jason in school. Supposedly to go ECP to blade, but the weather forbidded us. Sian. So we decided to head down to Chinatown first. We met up Xinni in the bus along the way. Had our lunch at a Chinese stall. We ate only Guo Tie... lol.. but it was pretty filling. We met up Alex afterwards at Settlers' Cafe. As usual, played alot of games and enjoyed them. The next time should jio my secondary school friends and JC friends.. hah .. Played for around 4 hours, we left the Cafe and met up with Xinni's bf, Jian Sheng.. Had our dinner at this Chinese Restaurant, selling Ipoh horfun and stuffs. Not bad, but their location is kinda like out of hot spot.. Tuang awhile in Chinatown afterwards before I headed home..

Not bad for these days.. everything has been fine.. hopefully things will turn smoothly in the coming days..

Amiss..

2006-11-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

I dunno if its stress that comes from the exam, or the so-many events that have happened, I'm feeling so depressed.. The weather just keep on dampened my mood. Sometimes I think I'm just clumsy.. so clumsy that I made a fool of myself in the public. It was on friday, when I was alone at Orchard.. was with my aunt and cousins early on, when they left earlier for an appointment. I just continued walking ard in Orchard. I was hungry, havent had my lunch, and which was then I realized I dun have cash. Tried searching the ATM in far east.. walked two rounds, only to realise that DBS ATM is removed. Fine.. so I decided to walk to Scott's. It was raining again, and guess what, I was wearing the pair of slippers which the soles have worn out. So many times I nearly slipped, and there was a small slope along the pavement. I just heck and slidded down, because its a zebra-crossing. Damn stupid. Went to BK to have a quick lunch, and so I ordered my food, found a seat, and guess what. My drink toppled and spilled all over. Ok I know everyone's looking at me.. I just asked the cashier for another drink and informed him about the spill. Sigh.. I was alone and there was no one that I can turn to. Should have gone home instead, I thought. It's not just one time.. nor twice.. F* you lar, already an adult, and yet still as clumsy.

Things just got worse on Saturday. Supposed to enjoy BBQ session with my family. As usual, Parents quarrelled again over small matters. No matter what I would still get involved. At a young age I've already learnt to be quiet instead.. Because no matter how much I argued, its just pointless. Again, it was raining. My mood became so terrible. The moment we reached gram's I just raged out from my dad's car to the house in the rain.. I slipped again because of that F*ing slippers again, and hurt my toe.. Argh.. So frustrated.. to the point that I nearly broke down again. Trying to study, but couldn't. Past events just keep rushing through my mind. For goodness sake, pls don't come and torture me again. Y U KEEP COMING BACK! Again no one I can turn to.. until I spilled everything out to Tengyi.. thx bro for listening. My family just keep carry on their bbq stuffs.. then I just lied on bed.. staring at the ceiling, trying to clear my mind. I think its one of the worse bbq sessions I ever have..

Things keep going against me these days.. Still have exams to go thru.. sigh.. wake up man. I already tanned myself to cover up my gloomy face.. but I guess it failed.. maybe I'm just meant to be anti-social.. Things tat happened already worn off my smile.. I realized something is really amiss in my life.. what is love actually? Am I still not matured enough to experience it? I don't even feel the love from my parents.. nor my bro.. if this go on.. I may become stale one day.... for sure. Maybe it's not the time yet.. or maybe ... ARGH GO BACK TO UR STUDIES! zz.

2006-11-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

oopz... So much of dust in here... thanks to my studies I haven't had any time to blog.. I promise next mth would be back in action with full force.. hah.. Argh.. Study isn't everything!!!

Gotta finished off the exams first..
be back soon..

Mind's in blank again.. sigh..

2006-11-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

Zz.. blogging in school now... pretty hectic weeks I've been going through.. sigh.. Anyways, I have been thinking sometimes its hard to express certain feelings or make any comments.. not sure why.. thats why I just chose to be quiet.. rather than making a fuss about it.. It ain't feel good.. Stress is building up.. man.. hate it..

Nah.. lets not talk about it.. annoying.. lets talk about fun! speaking of which, last saturday I went to Shu Fang's birthday chalet at Chevron's.. hah.. its my second time going there.. think the first time I went there was with my Spec II coursemates.. played bowling.. lol.. Had a quiz earlier in the day... (YES! ON SATURDAY! Grr..), and decided to went for a swim in school before meeting Shu Fang at The Chevrons's.. Din realised I reached there too early.. only Shu Fang's bf and herself plus me at the chalet.. I must say the room was big.. with masterbedroom-look alike bed.. wooo... Since I got nothing to do.. I helped them with the decorations in the chalet, then slack ard in the chalet for the whole afternoon.. lol.. guess this would be the last time I'm reaching early for a birthday chalet.. hah...

Until evening, Shu Fang's relatives reached first, followed by the food.. Still haven't seen any of my JC friends yet.. so decided to tuck in first... Think I was tired also from the swim earlier.. 30 laps continously.. lol.. napped awhile till they came.. Ahh.. Finally saw Iris, Wanyu and Yuan Xing.. haha.. dunno how many donkey years since the last time I've seen them.. Oh.. there was a 乌龙 that nite.. haha.. that nite there was another birthday celebration going on.. They had bee hoon and curry at the other table.. which was very near to Fang's catering.. Think Iris and aleathea din know that its not Fang's, and they went to take.. I wasn't sure if they were from Fang's relatives, so I went to ask her.. in the end.. I only found out its not.. Fang immediately went there and apologise to the other group to settle the prob...phew.. luckily they are friendly people.. or else situation might have become pretty jia lat..

Still.. I had fun with my good'O JC friends.. played the big bad wolf.. another version of polar bear with them.. haha.. Derren is just so funny lar.. tsk.. Iris called him Mr Popular.. haha.. Mr Infamour or Mr Notorious better lar.. LOL! kidding anyways... this sat is going to be his turn.. and I can foresee alot of interesting things to happen.. hahaha...

Tmr there's practical exam.. (YES AGAIN! ON SATURDAY!!! GRRR!!!!!) off to practice!

Vivo la viva!

2006-10-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

thank god there's a long weekend for me to take a breather.. phew.. got my case analysis and lab exercises done.. but I still have some tutorials to finish up! Zz.. Oh well lets not talk about work.. lets talk about today! Haha..

I've met up with Tengyi and Brandon at Vivo City, which is a newly opened shopping centre located beside harbour front centre. Seriously speaking, when I reached the mrt station I almost kinda like got lost, cos the surrounding has changed so much.. looks alienated to me.. hah.. waited for 5 mins before Brandon arrived. We decided to walk around in the shopping centre first while waiting for Tengyi.

The place was huge I must say. It was very spacious.. well.. almost like a 'city'? lolz. Some shops are yet to open, well.. Think the shopping centre will be opened officially during december. Kinda feel lost already.. hah.. walking senselessly in the shopping centre. We were wondering how would Tengyi find us.. lolz.. We walked to the entrance when we saw him walking in.. I was already preparing to pick up his phone.. hah.. We decided to follow him behind, but he saw us still.. hah..

We headed to food republic (yes the same one in Wisma Atria) for lunch.. the varieties seem to be wider compared to Wisma's branch.. Very vintage interface. hahaz. oh not to forget the music too. After lunch, we walked around and explored, then decided to walk to cineplex.. We wanted to watch Dead or Alive.. but the time slot was at the odd timing. Grr.. I guess the show isn't officially launched yet. No other shows appealed to us.. So.. we walked around again.. Tengyi went to draw money and get some drinks, while Brandon and I sat down, rest and talk cock.. hah .. We settled down in Gloria Jean's Coffees.. the ice chiller mocha was nice.. Can recommend friends to go.. hah..

We decided to leave for Dhoby Ghaut then.. Reached there and we walked to Cathay Cineplex.. Hmm never been there before.. so I asked them to explore with me.. haha.. oh and to check if there's a good time slot for DOA... well of cos.. midnite timing again.. zz.. We left the place and walked to selegie to have beancurd.. at 梧槽豆花 shop... hahaz.. nice beancurd they have.. and the you tiao was sedap too.. hah.. sat down and chatted again.. They were like talking about their army life.. but I wasn't that enthusiastic about it.. sigh. Oh well.. that is over for me... don't wish to bring up again... Went home then.. A good day for me to chill out.. before I get back to my studies.. zz..

2006-10-21T12:26:00.000+08:00

Last week was kinda alright... well.. hmm.. had a term test.. kinda difficult ones.. project meeting.. work.. sianz.. boring.. Had some pleasant suprises though - Saw Shu Lian at the arts forum, and Chew Ling when I was taking a bus from sch to holland V to meet up with jesmen and tengyi(shall continue with that later). Shu lian was helping out in the fund raising for the kids in Cambodia. I was heading home after a project meeting in the evening, when she saw me. I heard my name called, and there I saw her packing the soft toys. She was kinda suprised too when she saw me.. Long long time since the last time we saw each other.. I think 3 years ago or so? Haha. She din really changed much though.. recognizable.. haha. Btw she was my former sec sch classmate.. in the clique with pei wen, hp and the others.. Again.. the same old question why am I so dark.. hahaz.. chatted awhile before I headed back to bus stop then.

As for Chew Ling, saw her when we were boarding the bus.. Wow she has looked more matured and pretty.. haha.. She was also a former classmates of mine.. sec1 and 2 if i still remember.. Had a good chat with her on the bus.. We were talking about who else from our sec sch is in NUS.. Well.. if we have fate we shall see each other I guess.. hah.. Both of the girls are in science.. Din really see them often though.. heh..

After Chew Ling got down the bus, I went to find Jesmen.. who's in the bus as well.. (FYI, the bus was crowded.. Zz) Oh btw, it was friday, and guess what? It was his birthday.. haha.. Again.. Happy belated birthday Jesmen.. We're meeting, together with Tengyi, to go Settler's cafe. Frankly speaking, it wasn't as fun as the first time I went during national day.. perhaps because there were only three of us.. haha.. played some games, chit chatted, before we left the place, and decided to head down to Chomp Chomp for dinner. Oo I must say the food there is good.. sambal stingray, chili kangkong, satay, slurpz! haha. Oh.. we met up with Brandon as well.. which was after we had our dinner.. We walked to the nearest coffee bean nearby, and I treated Jesmen a cake of his choice.. haha.. had some chat with them, before we headed home..

On saturday, it's my little cousin, Cleaven's 3rd birthday.. After gym and swim with Tengyi, I headed down to J8 to buy a present for him.. Well don't know if he likes anot, but I guess it shld be useful to him.. happy birthday long long.. (his nick.. haha).. That day I almost shagged out.. lol.. must be the exercises I did that morning..

Well.. to everyone reading up to this point, happy deepavali and selamat hari raya.. ^_^

2006-10-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

Arhhh.... another tiring, work pilling week.. anywayz.. happy belated mid-autumn festival.. lolz. This year's mid-autumn festival is a pretty boring one.. the past few years I could still remember my family and I strolling along at the Chinese Garden, and viewing all those big latern displays.. well not anymore this year.. .. Hmm.. no craving for mooncakes as well.. hah.

Alright.. went for another checkup appointment at TTSH again. Cool, now my medication's reduced to 3 times a week.. Doctor said there's an improvement from what he saw from my x-ray, but he said it can't be confirmed.. zz.. might as well don't say it at all. Argh.. another x-ray and sputum test cost me a bomb.. sigh..

Stupid haze has been around for a week plus.. the chao ta smell was everywhere.. as if everyone's having BBQ sessions everywhere. lol.. Couldn't swim for some days.. eepz.. but I could still manage to go gym..

Projects and work have been on-going, and sometimes I felt so lazy to do.. there's a quiz next week.. must really study hard for it, but, the lecturer said it's gonna be tougher.. argh...

till then...

2006-09-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

Wassup wassup! lol.. although this week is the mid-term break, I AM STILL SO BUSY.. damn.. how I wish there's a month for me to rest.. lol.. Still have quite alot of things to do though.. thanks to my java lab exercises.. damn it.. why am I wasting so much time on it.. argh..

Of cos I din spend my entire resting period on work.. I still follow my principle.. play hard work hard! lol. Let's see.. Hmm last saturday met up with gerline, aleathea and fang fang for a KTV session.. FINALLY! Certainly this satisfied my need for singing.. wahaha, and finally, have some free time to met up with my good'ol friends.. Enjoyed our time singing, after which, went around shopping with the girls.. Aleathea shopped for her friend's birthday gift, gerline did her shopping as well.. haha.. and fang fang, enjoyed looking around with her plushie soft toys.. as for me.. well.. nothing much.. but accompanied them all day.. Since its been such a long time that I've been out to shop.. lol.

We took a pretty long rest at LJS in Cineleisure.. I was kinda hungry, cos din really eat much during K Lunch, so I grabbed a bite, of cos the girls joined me, except gerline, cos she's meeting someone for dinner later. Had a great chat with the girls.. for about 2 hours... and we didn't realize that.. haha.. geez.. time flies.. Chatted until gerline's 'someone' came, and it happened to be liu Xin.. haha.. so long never see him already. They went off after a short chat, since gerline was hungry already.. hah.. as for the rest of us, we continued chatting abit, before we went home.. Best day for the week, cos I dun feel stress at all.. wee..

Hmm as for the following days, I've gone swimming and gymming with my physical instructor, Tengyi, occasionally.. and of cos, doing my Java scripts.. damn sian.. Just can't get my scripts rite... grr..

Oh.. Went out for a dinner with my fellow ex-camp mates-cum-medics on Wednesday night.. We were intending to send Kenneth off at Changi Airport as he was departing to London to further his studies. So we met up for dinner first at Downtown East. Had a buffet dinner at Sakura Restaurant, and omg, the food was totally disastrous.. frankly speaking.. I ate just for the sake for the price I was paying.. not because of the food was nice. Anyways, I was quite silly on that evening, cos I forgot to bring my handphone out. haha.. blur me. I had to use the public phone to call my mum, and asked her to check my messages in the phone. Luckily for someone whose knowledge of IT is zero like her, she managed to help me to check my message.. haha. Other than Wei Xiong, Junming and Jansen, I was surprised to see Cheesy Chee Seong, mao mao Awyong, and the smiley, helpful YuTian. Again, Had a great chat.. haha~ and I was damn full to the max. lol.

Went off after that to Changi Airport, and met up with Kenneth. Haha.. He was pretty busy talking to other friends then. Took some photos with him too.. Saw Bala and Joel as well.. ohoh.. Haireez and loan shark JunJie came later.. Hah.. Tengyi was there as well.. cos his friend's taking the same flight as Kenneth to London as well.. So coincidental. I guess it is scheduled for the group of them to go together.. The moment when he was about to check in, his eyes were already red.. haha.. never seen him with that kinda face before, cos he's always smiley and cheeky to me.. haha. Well Kenneth, take care and I'll see you during your holidays! Wah.. I realised so many friends gone overseas.. haha.

Aye.. Time to finish off my java scripts.. eeks..

2006-09-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

Why am I feeling this emptiness all of a sudden......

Its just isnt right...

Argh..

2006-09-18T18:04:00.000+08:00

Fwah.. Its really been so long since I last updated my blog.. been so busy with my work everyday.. and its like neverending.. finished one and another one comes in.. lol.. so far still can cope with the work.. but then.. I don't have much time for my revision.. yikes.. Fortunately I don't have alot of projects.. two to be exact.. which seems okay.. gosh.. Studying now seems to be so difficult after two years of brainless activities in army.. Get cracking man.

Anywayz.. lemme just summarize what I've done in between... lOl.

-Swimming as usual.. geez.. whats wrong with being dark? lol.
-Gym sessions with Tengyi, my new personal instructor, lol.
-Tons of tutorials.
-2 quizzes, which include one stupid quiz I had on SATURDAY. what a turnoff.
-A meal with Wei Xiong and Kenneth, my fellow ex-campmates, at AMK.. a great chat we have.. hope to see kenneth again before he flies off to london..
-More tutorials. >_<

okay lol.. getting boring here.. haha.. gotta get back to my school work.. Really miss the free time I had not long ago.. boo..

Breathless

2006-09-07T17:04:00.000+08:00

The work and tutorials are starting to drown me.. Struggling for my breaths.. lol. Another busy week again. Projects proposals to submit, tutorials to finish, and quizzes to prepare! Oh my.. now I can understand how my galfriends felt when I was in army.. >_<
Anywayz.. just a boring schooling week. So I haven't gotten anything interesting things on this week. Had swim at Bishan with Tengyi and at NUS with Evan this week. Then.. hmm.. hahaha.. nothing much already. This shall be my shortest blog entry for now.. hah~

Catch Jay's new music video with Fei Yu Qing, 千里之外

Enjoy~

Busy.

2006-09-02T01:48:00.000+08:00

Well.. a busy week I must say.. only till now then I can blog.. hah.. Programming using Java is pretty fun I must say.. it may seem confusing to most of us.. most likely its because of the programming language.. I guess it takes time to learn this language .. anywayz.. yeap.. submitted my first lab exercises on programming.. the procedure was interesting.. cos you submi through a program, and you can get the grades within minutes.. so cool.. hahaz~ Tutorials seem to be getting more and more.. eepz.. gotta start working on them..

Hmm.. alright.. juz briefly summarize what has happened for the week..

Monday... woo.. went to meet up with Ryan for a breakfast.. finally got to see him after so long.. hah.. its pretty nice to catch up with a friend whom I've never seen for a long time.. had breakfast at Marina Square, chit-chatted abit, after which I went back to Bishan to meet up with Tengyi for a gym-and-swim session.. Its been 2 weeks since the last time I went to gym for a good workout.. which results in aching over the past few days.. tsk.. Tuesday was kinda boring day.. so I shall leave it blank .. hah.. Wednesday.. hmm.. nothing much too.. went for a swim with Guoyuan, as well as Evan, at NUS .. hah.. actually I've already set the time with Evan, and also, since Guoyuan wanted to swim too.. I juz asked him to join me.. hah.. so yea.. kinda like introduced them to each other.. hah.. the rest of the day.. nothing worth mentioning.. Thursday was also a boring day.. eepz..

and so came Friday.. haha.. after school I met up with Jesmen and Tengyi to the Comex exhibition at Expo.. Like I said in the earlier post, I had to buy my lappie and a printer.. We met up at City Hall first.. After some discussion, Tengyi and I decided to transfer my budget for my things to his account, so that he can use his atm card to pay for me as a whole.. (He thought his UOB card can draw 3k, but later then, he found out that it can only draw 2k.. haha..) Accompanied Jesmen for his lunch at Marina Square.. hah second time in a week.. tsk.. After which, we transfered the money, and off we went to Expo.. Went to scan around for different brands of laptops.. but I was rather indecisive.. so we went to hunt the printer first.. bought a HP printer for 189 bucks.. with a 50 dollars Taka vouchers.. so its like 139 bucks for the printer.. haha .. after which we went back for my lappie hunt. Really really wanted to buy either IBM ThinkPad or Fujitsu.. but then.. both prices were over my budget.. sad.. in the end I settled with Asus.. good deal though.. plus another free printer.. LOL.. so we were carrying two printers.. hah.. luckily there's Tengyi and Jesmen around.. if not.. hah.. I can't imagine myself carrying a laptop with two printers..

Went off to Changi Airport to meet up with Kenny for dinner.. Had our dinner at Fish and Co. , which is at Terminal 2.. eepz.. pretty expensive I muz say.. but the food's good.. hah.. We took a skytrain to T1 then.. and settled down at a cafe to chill.. I was pretty tired already.. so I wasn't really myself (sorry guys if I was acting strangely or something.. hah) Took bus home with Tengyi back, muz really thank him for helping me to bring back my stuffs home.. plus helping me to set up my network for my lappie.. thanks.. really appreciated it.. yeap.. now I am really shagged.. woo hoo..

2006-08-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

hmm man.. I realised my blog's getting plain.. LOL.. words and more words.. Shall try to put up some pics if possible.. Anywayz.. I can sense the stress is building up.. eeekz! Tutorials are starting this coming week onwards.. luckily there isn't much changes to my time table.. I've gotten all the tutorials time slots that I wanted! Managed to swap my lecture time slot too.. so my thursday ends at 1 pm instead of 6 pm.. phew.. plus I have friends to attend lecture with.. wee..

Oh.. Went to check out the gym in NUS with Guoyuan on Friday.. Like what I heard from my friends, the gym indeed was a disappointmet.. No bench for you to do bench press!? Geez.. They have all kinds of machines for different body workouts though.. oh wellz.. I shall turn to bishan gym.. haha~ Went for a swim at NUS pool again.. the sun was great.. haha.. chao ta chao ta for sure.. (actually I'm already chao ta.. haha)

Went home straight after that.. pretty shagged le.. but after a shower I went out again.. haha.. Met up with Tengyi at AMK, then went to Chompchomp!! haha.. so long never been there.. the last time I went I think it was with Kelvin, Pei Wen they all.. think 4-5 years ago? haha.. that time the place wasn't renovated too.. Since Tengyi hasn't been there for a long time too.. we decided to went there for a dinner. The food of cos... was great! and the jumbo sugar cane! Wahaha.. Sambal Stingray, Sotong with Chili, Sambal Kangkong and satay.. slurp!! Oishi! Ate until my sweat kept dripping non-stop.. haha.. After that we went to pay a visit to Bishan park.. hahaz.. gosh I din realise there is a spa treatment and cafes in the park.. so much for being a Bishan resident huh.. hahaz..

The next day I met up with Tengyi again for a swim.. haha.. another swim man.. really chao ta.. haha.. after which, I went to Junjie's place.. as he having a birthday party at his house.. Was quite late though.. cos something cropped up.. My new pair of contact lens gave me some problems, thus gotta resolve it with the optician who gave me that pair of lens.. In the end I still couldn't see properly with my lens on.. grrr.. the whole night I was practically seeing things in two.. zz.. anywayz.. saw the usual people there.. Pei Wen, Huipoh, Kelv, Chi Wai and Zhi Heng, as well as Jeremy.. wow.. long time never see him.. Had fun with the games we played.. Food was great too.. and guess what.. the birthday boy got messed up by us.. haha.. We mixed egg yolk with washing detergent, plus used oil, plus pepper, plus coke, plus Jia Jia Liang Teh, plus milo powder.. well you can guess what happened to him.. haha.. of cos its inedible.. haha.. so ya.. I think so far this is the most fun and messy birthday party for me.. haha~ Hmm no pics to show you yet though.. shall upload it when I get it.. hehe..

Stayed over at gram's after that.. and Sunday was pretty ordinary.. Had a dinner at a field near Thomsan CC.. think its a National Day dinner or something.. now I'm still so full... so what's next? of cos.. a sleep! haha... zZzZz..

2006-08-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

Arh... nothing much happening till now.. just normal days of schooling and studying.. Finally my timetable's almost settled.. and guess what.. every monday I'm free! haha.. but still have to go to school for medication lar.. sianz....

Went for my medical appointment on tuesday right after my lectures in the afternoon.. well.. nothing much though.. have to continue my medication.. and yea.. my sputum test just confirmed that I've TB germs in my lungs.. but no worries! Its not infectious.. but if you guys are scared.. maybe a checkup will ease you.. hmm blood test nothing's wrong.. liver and kidney functioning well.. test for HIV was negative.. yup.. thats the summary.. gosh.. really have to go through 6 months of medication... 6 months of capsules and tablets.. sigh.. and the fees.. sigh.. guys.. its better to have MediSave.. in case ya know.. take me for an example.. anything can happen unknowingly..

Gosh... I needed a printer so badly.. realised that the notes we have to print ourselves.. not like during JC where the tutors would spoon-feed us.. WAKE UP MAN.. my old printer's giving me problems.. and I had to spent an hours plus to fix it in the late nite... I managed to prepare my loan application forms and documents ready, and was about to submit them tomorrow.. until I read a line under the requirements.. I was supposed to submit them within 2 weeks after I've ordered.. which was on the 2nd of August.. or else my order form will be cancelled.. there you go Jasper.. well done.. PISSED at myself.. now I have to buy a lappie outside.. sigh.. thank god that Comex's coming at the end of August.. have to buy lappie and printer from there.... my pocket's gonna burn badly..zz

Anywayz.. had my first swim at NUS pool.. quite good.. considering that there're no kids running around.. haha.. perhapz I would swim during my breaks in school.. heh..

Walkathon.. O_o

2006-08-20T04:09:00.000+08:00

First week of school has just passed.. so far I guess I still can cope.. haha.. first week nia.. eepz.. gotta do some reading during the weekend or something.. I mean on Sunday.. haha..

Nothing much on Wednesday and Thursday.. just normal, boring school days and then back to home.. Thursday was kinda bad day for me.. everything went wrong once again; was nearly late for a lecture, nearly fell down which was pretty embarrassing, printers in school turned against me.. argh.. sianz.. think I should shift my 3 hour lecture from afternoon to the morning on every Thursday.. It wasn't a good idea having 4 hours of break in the middle.. bored to death man.. oh well.. at most I'll go gym or go for laps at the swimming pool if I can't shift..

Friday.. marks the end of the week.. hah.. went for my usual medication at UHWC, surprisingly saw Xinni was there.. hmm.. Don't think she knows my condition.. I just told her that I had medicine to consume.. hah.. her friend, Min Yi (as heard) was with her.. haha.. she's her kindergarden-cum-primary school-cum-polytechnic-cum-Uni good friend.. wow wow.. such a long term.. think I have already lost contact with all of my primary school friends.. sad huh.. decided to do my printing again... thanks to Min Yi for lending me her cash card.. and Xinni for helping me with the printing.. lOl.. wanted to ballot my tutorials too, since I was at the computer centre already, but time was rushing, as I have a lecture to catch.. had a quick lunch and went for my bio lecture.. Was really really surprised that Zhiheng was there at the lecture too.. yay cool.. found someone I know for this module.. great man.. cos I have different friends to be my mates for different modules.. After lecture I went back to YIH to collect my tetiary student ez-link.. and met up with Evan.. settled my balloting too.. and Evan was pretty frustrated with his time table.. aye.. I saw his time table and I was pretty shocked.. cos It was kinda packed.. with 6 modules.. yikes.. he managed to settle down with a few choices left of tutorial slots.. We went to Arts fac again to collect our notes.. before I went back home..

Washed up and changed, before I set off to City Hall to meet up with Tengyi, Jesmen and Kenny for dinner.. Wanted to go Chompchomp at first.. but It wasn't convenient for Kenny.. thus changed to somewhere in the central.. Had dinner at ThaiExpress.. the curry was shiok.. which made me lose control of my sweat glands.. erm.. well.. they're uncontrollable anyway... LOL.. We walked, window shopped and chatted along our way to Suntec, and rested at Sky Garden.. were deciding where to go next.. and we made our decision.. dao huey at Selegie! haha.. we walked from Suntec back to Dhoby Ghaut that side.. Furthermore I was wearing jeans.. so hot and shagged.. lol.. the shop was packed when we reached there.. so we went to the Coffee Club instead to cool down and rest.. we chatted until the time was half past twelve in the morning already.. oopz.. no more bus to go back.. hah.. so we just continue to nua.. and decided to went back the dao huey shop again.. hmm dunno izit me, or the dao huey wasn't as nice as before.. hah.. was deciding how to go back home.. Tengyi and I decided to share for a cab, Kenny's taking night rider, and Jesmen wanted to.. but his bus is at orchard.. Tengyi and I accompanied Jesmen then.. and we walked from Dhoby Ghaut to Somerset.. gasp.. walkathon man.. hah.. I was sweating like mad already.. surprised that there's a night rider that goes to bishan too.. Tengyi and I thus decided to take night rider instead.. cheaper.. hah.. guess what.. our first time taking the night rider..

Met up with Tengyi for a swim at Bishan the next day.. which is this afternoon.. hah see.. he has become one of my swim buddies.. haha.. luckily we swam at the period when there isn't swim lessons going on.. I hate crowded pool.. zz.. left the pool when the lessons were commencing.. wahaha.. we had lunch at S11 coffeeshop.. then went to J8 to shop for Xinni's present.. hmm.. actually I've gotten something for her.. but it was kinda big (was told by Jason that they're giving 21 gifts to her in a box, and that the box has no more space.. short of one gift.. which is mine haha) .. decided to buy something nicer and smaller then.. went to this muee muee shop, and saw those cute coin pouches.. hah.. I chose one and bought it then.. went back home to wash up and changed.. then hurried off to ECP to attend Xinni's birthday chalet.. hah.. wah walked from McDonald's that side to the chalet.. quite a distance.. hah.. this time I wore singlet.. so I dun mind sweating.. wahaha.. hmm.. really had fun there.. the games we played.. wanted to stay over.. but then my cousins are staying over at my place.. It'll be bad since my brother wasn't at home too.. gotta accompany them, as well as to make sure my room is safe from them.. hahaz~ Left the chalet at 11.45 pm, with Min Yi, and her friends, Yi Lian and Yuhua (as heard.. haha).. really wanna thank them for dropping me at City Hall in cab.. felt so paiseh when they don't want me to share the fare.. aye.. Was hungry then.. din really ate much at the chalet.. so called Tengyi and jio-ed him to prata shop at Thomson.. haha.. guess what.. I managed to catch the very last bus to Thomson at 12.25 pm.. that was lucky.. Had pratas for supper of cos.. Its been a long time since I went there to eat.. yummy... bought a pack of Bee Hoon Goreng too for my cousins.. heh.. after that we walked back home.. oh my god man.. walked from thomson road to Sin Ming, and then to Bishan.. haha~ was surprised that I actually made it back home.. hahahaz.. seems like I'm attending walkathons for the past few days.. my pratas all burnt away already.. hah~ gosh.. and now I'm still typing all these.. haha.. tired tired...

2006-08-15T17:31:00.000+08:00

Weekend was pretty plain for me.. or should I say.. a resting period before school weeks start.. Spent most of the time at my gram's slithering.. lol.. Hmm.. Went out with Jesmen and Kenny though to Kenny's cousin's western food store at Little India.. Met a new friend too.. and his name is Tengyi.. (or thingyi.. haha =x) Anywayz.. Kenny's cousin's food was pretty good, and her menu was quite refreshing.. you wouldn't find dishes like cheesy tofu and mixed grill at a typical western food store..

Walked over the Bugis Junction after that.. and on our way we were thinking of a place to sit down and la-kopi.. decided on coffee bean then.. haha.. chit-chatted for quite sometime.. Tengyi was from dragonboating.. which in the past I was quite interested in.. trainings were of course.. heavy and tough.. I just think its a sports for all hunk-wannabes.. hah.. think I will settle on leisure canoeing instead in NUS.. heh.. Found out that Tengyi lived quite near to me too.. ooo.. think I just found another swimming and gym buddy.. wahaha... oh.. on my way back Jason called and jio-ed me to east coast park the next day.. wee.. blading again..

Sigh.. although I don't have any lectures on Monday, I still gotta go back to NUS.. yeah.. for medication.. paying the transportation fees just for that .. zz.. anywayz.. after that I went back to Bishan for a swim with Tengyi.. swam my laps and slacked around in the pool.. sigh.. gonna miss the swimming days at Bishan pool.. hah.. Had lunch with Tengyi after that at the coffeeshop near J8.. then headed home for a change.. before I set off to ECP.. Met up with Jason and gang again.. (Xinni and Alex).. another of his primary school friend, De Wei, joined too.. spent three hours blading.. and man I was so shagged.. bladed from the rental shop down to safra changi resort and back again.. hah.. We walked down to parkway parade and had our dinner at the hawker centre there.. before we headed home.. geez.. wonder if I'll have any more blading sessions.. haha~

Today! I have officially started school.. attended, not one, but two lectures in NUS.. haha.. I was quite surprised then I didn't fall asleep.. that's a good sign.. haha.. bad weather I must say.. rained so heavily that I have to walk further distance just for shelter.. and damn cold! hah.. 2 lectures in 4 hours consecutively.. cool. haha.. Had lunch with my course mate, Evan, after that, at Arts' canteen.. haha.. seems like I've been eating there for the past few days at NUS.. Was surprised to see Gavin (ex-JC classmate) at the canteen, cos I thought that he's studying in NTU.. Heard from him that he has just changed to the engineering course in NUS.. hah.. oh.. forgot to welcome him in NUS.. wahaha.. saw other friends too.. hah.. its like everyday in NUS you'll be saying hello at any where, any time.. starting to feel good in this new study environment... hmm..

Went to a book fair at Yusof Ishak house with Evan, and I found a textbook at a cheaper price! haha.. cool.. saved me a movie ticket.. haha~ now I'm tired after coming back from school.. what a nice weather to Sleeeeeeeeeep...

2006-08-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

woo.. busy days again... tired.. zz.. anywayz.. that day at settlers' cafe was fun! haha.. enjoyed the games we played.. oh.. went there with Jesmen, Pei Zhen and Kenny.. haha.. spent our national day there.. We played blokus, dragon delta, the jungle game and blackmail.. definitely will go there again..

On thursday went back to NUS.. but I never joined in the orientation though.. haha.. went to settle my modules auction instead.. with Kenny and Jesmen.. haha.. Had to go UHWC first.. yea the medical centre.. to have my medicine.. after settling with my modules bidding, went to Arts' canteen for breakfast.. gosh.. my orientation group came later.. and saw me.. hahaha.. its damn malu lar... so I juz went off first with Kenny and Jesmen, telling them I'm going back to medical centre.. oopz.. felt so bad.. we headed to clementi swimming pool then for a swim.. my first time there.. hmm.. still prefer bishan though.. after comparison.. haha.. think the toilet is too open-aired.. damn cold because of the wind.. brr..

We went to clementi hawker centre after that.. hungry la after a swim.. haha.. had char kway teow without 'hums'.. haha~ sorry but yea, I dun like 'hums'.. We went to play pool after that.. skills were still there.. hahaz.. pretty tired already... considering that I slept at 3 am last nite, and woke up at 8 am.. and a swim!! shagged... checked my bidding results.. and finally gotted my modules.. I HATE THE AUCTION.. seriously.. it can really make you puke blood.. its not over yet though.. there's a tutorial balloting still.. T_T

Yesterday went to NUS again.. this time's for the orientation.. haha.. oopz.. really really felt bad.. had fun though with the games.. they planned and organised this giant snakes and ladders in the lecture theatre.. not bad.. haha.. got to know some new friends.. Suhilli rawkz! Everything lasted whole day.. and finally the orientation week's over.. sigh.. school's starting school's starting.. after the orientation, I rushed to meet up with my aunt and my cousins at City Hall.. yup.. to watch the fireworks display.. had dinner in City Link, and then we headed to esplanade.. we thought the fireworks will start at 9.30pm.. cos my uncle told us so.. in the end the moment we were heading to esplanade we heard explosions.. not those bomb explosions lar of course.. the display has started.. It was 9 pm! diaoz.. we quickly crossed the road towards marina square and stood at the traffic junction to watch.. haha.. luckily we didn't took our time.. or else my aunt would be annoyed.. haha

Stayed over at gram's.. sianz.. no plans for weekend.. perhaps I could take a chance for a rest.. zz

2006-08-09T14:29:00.000+08:00

Happy national day! haha~ looks like a fine weather to watch national day parade live.. but too bad I dun have the tickets.. heh.. anywayz.. Yesterday I had to go down TTSH to see doctor again.. The nurse called me.. was pretty anxious.. But I still went for my laps at the swimming complex .. haha.. Mum accompanied me down to the hospital.. Doctor advised me to start treatment, since he consulted his senior specialist, and think that I'm infected with TB.. sigh.. two months under treatment.. have to go on medication everyday at NUS University Health and Wellness centre.. luckily I can still do physical activities.. if not that will be terrible.. hah..

After that I accompanied my mum to Toa Payoh Central.. Its been sooooo long since the last time I went there.. ever since my aunt and gram's moved to Yio Chu Kang from Toa Payoh.. really brought me back alot of memories... Oh.. Mum wanted to change her jewellery.. so ended up going there to change as one of the branches is there... SK jewellery.. lol.. SUN YAN ZI! muahaha.. I went off then to City Hall to meet up with Zeyan.. need to pass him my maths notes to him since he wants it for his student.. so long never seen him already.. think nearly 10 months after we graduated from medic spec II course.. haha.. He went off after a short tour in City Link.. haha.. as for me, I waited for Jesmen and his friend Kenny for dinner.. arh.. waited for nearly 20 minutes.. haha.. We walked to Millenia Walk, and had our dinner at Bab Noodles.. Food was ok, but wasn't really filling.. haha.. chatted with them on NS stuffs.. Kenny and I shared stories and experience with Jesmen, who's enlisting next year.. haha.

We decided to watch the firework display then.. thus e walked to the Merlion near Sheares' Bridge after dinner.. Supposed to meet my aunt at Padang to watch the fireworks together.. but she couldn't make it.. so we headed further down to the Merlion.. haha.. gosh.. big crowds.. I hated it.. Waited for 15-20 minutes, and the fireworks display started.. Nice view.. I've taken a video on it.. will upload it soon.. Lasted for 10mins and so.. woo.. satisfying.. haha.. but I was sweating like mad.. argh.. luckily I never wore jeans.. zz..

We walked back to City Link then.. wanted to have waffles with ice cream at Gelare, but it was full.. so we walked further down to Bugis and settled down at Swensen's.. shagged man.. haha.. Kenny treated us Earthquake, yummy.. muahaha.. chatted a little, before we headed home.. Weird day yea.. A nerve-wrecking and happy day.. -_-zZz.. Going Settlers' Cafe later.. yay finally.. wee..

2006-08-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

Haha.. practically I have activities going on ever since the first day of August.. never been so busy before.. spent quite alot too.. haha.. sheesh.. gotta save more already.. anywayz.. my weekends were kinda well spent.. On Saturday, I woke up at noon.. Was still tired though.. cos I slept at 6 am.. after I came home from clubbing.. nevertheless I still wake myself up, cos I have things on later.. the whole afternoon I was checking modules that I can that and planned my timetable.. pretty troublesome.. sick of it man.. I got no choice anywayz.. Then I met up with a friend, Marcus, for a swim at a clubhouse in the late afternoon.. It was a hot day man.. And I was so glad that I was in the pool.. haha. Then I went off to Orchard to meet up with Jesmen.. oh.. he brought his friend, Pei Zhen along too.. A shy girl I must say.. haha.. still we managed to chat with each other.. Some how I think I was talking to myself.. as in.. When I look at her, I see myself.. haha~ now I know why people said that I'm shy.. Zz..

Went to the Heeren's again.. haha.. Well Xiaohan has been working there for quite some time, and I always see him there.. He was asking me,''Why are you that free?" haha~ Can sense the jealousy in it.. Aye.. not working ma.. of course I'm free.. hah.. ok, back to topic.. We had our dinner at Billy Bomber's.. I was hungry man.. had chui kway only for brunch.. Billy Bomber's actually really satisfied our stomach.. was so full after that.. haha.. Jesmen ordered a king kong size burger, which was newly introduced in the menu.. and indeed, it was humangous.. bigger than Carl's Jr. haha..~ Really satisfied his big appetite.. waha.. Went to shop for my slippers then.. Looked around for haviannas, but there wasn't any pair that's appealing.. so went to Flash 'N' Splash to look at the flip flops.. and yeap~ bought it.. or should I say, I got it.. haha.. thanks to Jesmen for buying it for me as a belated birthday present.. so paiseh.. hah.. We walked around in town then.. and chatted along the way.. before we settled down at Burger King in Cineleisure.. continued our small chat, and took some pics.. haha.. abit crazy but yea.. haha~ show one pic is enough.. haha

The three of us!

Went home after that.. not really home.. I went to my gram's instead for a stay over.. sianz.. continued checking the modules again.. think I'm just worrying too much.. haha.. ate tow slices of pizzas and maggie mee.. OMG... hah. Anywayz.. slept at 3 am.. Am I superman or wad.. hah..

Woke up at 10am the next morning if I'm not wrong.. Slacked around for two hours before I left to town again.. felt abit bad lah.. cos the past two days I was not around with my family.. still I went off.. cos I'm meeting Kelvin and Pei Wen for a KTV session.. sang from 2pm and 6pm.. Throat wasn't feeling good.. maybe cos of the heaty stuffs I ate the past few days.. but oh well.. enjoyed myself.. heh.. Kelv's gf, Huiling was with us too.. After that, we were deciding where to eat.. along the way went to mobile phone shops to look around, cos Pei Wen's intending to buy a new one.. Kelv then suggested going to suntec to look around in the Samsung shop, since Pei Wen's interested in one of the phones.. and we decided to have our dinner at Cafe Cartel.. haha.. So we walked around in Suntec, went to the shop, and went to the arcade.. Pei Wen then went to change some one dollar coins, to insert them and turn those key chains machines.. hah kinda like reminded me my childhood.. by the way, she's getting those for her younger brother.. not for herself ya.. haha..

We walked to marina square, and settled down at Cafe Cartel.. had seaflood platter and a pan of hawaiian pizza.. all of us were hungry.. haha.. satisfying meal I must say.. We walked around for awhile in Marina Square then.. before our day ended.. wee.. packed week eh? haha.. sianz.. still gotta go NUS the next morning.. shagged~ hah

2006-08-06T03:06:00.000+08:00

My first time to a club.. haha.. well Chi Wai had another birthday celebration, which was at Zouk this time, so that's why I went clubbing.. hah.. yup.. partly because of that.. but I was more looking forward to experience it.. Met up with Kelvin at Orchard in the evening.. I was pretty shagged actually, reason being I only slept for four hours the nite before, and was at NUS the whole day for orientation.. nevertheless the excitement kept me awake.. We were supposedly to meet up at Orchard first, in the end the others informed Kelvin that they would be going there directly.. hah.. We didn't really know how to go, thus asked Chi Wai and Yufeng for direction..

Took bus and reached Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel.. which is near Zouk. Waited for sometime in the hotel and Chi Wai came.. He told us he'll be going in first with his friends, while we continued waiting for JJ.. Once he reached, we went to Zouk to buy the admission tickets.. bought it before 10 pm.. so it was 12 bucks.. the crowd was not there yet.. so we decided to went out to coffeeshop to eat something first.. I was pretty hungry then.. had prawn noodles for dinner earlier on.. which was nice.. yet unfilling.. hah.. Filled our stomaches and we went back in.. slowly the crowd increased.. Melvin came later .. and he wanted to cry when we told him we paid 12 bucks for the admission.. cos he paid 25bucks.. hahaha... same thing happened to Zhi Heng.. hah.. For Yufeng he was lucky.. cos Chi Wai got free tickets .. and he passed it to Yufeng.. Zz..

Anywayz.. din really drank alot.. not much of alcohol.. Chi Wai was the one drinking alot.. hah.. thanks to his friends.. tsk.. Phuture was really crowded.. to the point that I could hardly move.. needless to say dance .. Zz.. The music was nice though.. R&B.. compared to Zouk's .. Aye.. I dun like trance music.. hah.. was kinda tired already at 2am plus.. maybe because of the drinks I had.. hah.. slightly alcoholic la.. but its enough to make me tired.. The crowd seemed to be getting too large for me to enjoy.. Chi Wai was pretty seh already.. hah.. couldn't even walk properly.. He went home after that, as he couldn't take it already.. we stayed there for some time though.. but I waited for them outside.. hah.. too sian and tired to stay in the club.. Saw people vomited along the drain.. aye.. the scene was pretty bad actually.. If you can't drink, don't drink so much lar.. tsk.. I was sleepy .. and my eyes were too dry.. it was irritating.. argh.. must be the smokescreen in the club..

We went off at 4 am.. Kelvin and Zhi Heng were hungry then.. Melvin drove us to my territory for a late supper.. Hah.. and was surprised to see my cousin, Andreas, with his friends.. woah. That late. Had noodles for supper, then went home.. Checked my bidding result, and was shocked that some of the cores modules were out-bidded.. zz.. gotta plan for other ways.. Slept at 6 am.. fwah.. tired tired..

Exhaust

2006-08-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. its been so packed ever since the first day of the week.. couldn't even rest well for a day.. well maybe I deserved it.. hah.. First of all... YES! I passed my QET! lolz.. well Its been quite a while since the last time I felt happy for passing an essential test.. hah.. yay don't have to take another extra module.. lets see.. On tuesday I went to NUS for SoC's Dean Welcome Tea and course briefing.. I was pretty surprised that the number of people came was pretty alot.. I was so sianz.. cos I din managed to find any familiar faces .. only after the presentation, I saw Jiang Yuan, my medic specs course mate.. I was like.."Finally I found someone I know..." Talked to him and he said that he joined the orientation camp.. that was so not him.. I thought.. hah.. anyways, know some other course mates through him.. geez.. and that was when I realised that there are quite a number of polytechnic graduates and PRC scholars.. Well they're bunch of friendly people.. The couse briefing was pretty boring.. talked on different topics that we can major in, enrichment programmes and yea.. the CORS bidding system.. pretty confusing.. haha.. which I thought of asking my friends who are more experienced on these later..

The next day, Wednesday, was the matriculation.. gosh.. so many flyers and papers and small gifts like bookmarks and files.. Hmm, bought a laptop at the matriculation fair, or should I say loan.. which I think it was a good deal.. free bag, free "tattoo" design on my laptop, free laptop cover.. hah.. yea.. Its ThinkPad T60 by the way.. bought it with my new found group of friends.. went through the matriculation fair, and being approached by these lovely seniors, asking me to join them in the CCA.. goodness.. I mean.. do I look like I can dance? do I look like I'm a martial arts expert? Zz... Anywayz.. I just took note some of the CCAs that I'm interested in, and would be looking out for their welcoming tea or something.. Spent almost 4 hours at the fair.. tiring man. Wanted to go swimming after the matriculation, and then meet Sock Fang, Angeline and Aleathea at town, but then it was late already.. zz.. spoilt my plan.. So I went to town right after the matriculation to meet the girls.. with all the bags.. lol..

Met the girls at the Heeren's. Because I didn't ate anything since morning, we headed to the food court at cineleisure.. haha.. thanks girls for accompanying me to eat.. chatted about their school life and also taking some advices from them.. haha.. after that it was my turn to accompany them.. to shop! lolz.. went to OG, to PS, and then we settled down at TCC.. had a good talk with them.. tsk.. think I never had a good chat with them for so long.. we went home after that.. cos gerline had to go back home to record singapore idol for her uncle.. geez.. lol.

Alright, went for my medical appointment in the morning.. Jason accompanied me this time.. waited for so long.. zz.. I was hoping that it wun spoil my plan.. hmm.. Doctor said there was only slight improvement.. advised me to go for treatment.. but I was not diagnosed with TB yet.. cos the sputum test has not confirmed negative or positive.. sigh.. 6 months of treatment.. and I gotta go to polyclinic everyday for the treatment.. this is like hell to me.. terrible.. really hope that there's nothing wrong.. I don't want the treatment.. no way.. sigh.. Anyways.. I gotta wait for at most 2 months to wait for the result.. so yea.. praying hard..

Went for swim after that.. finally managed to have some free time for a swim.. finished my laps and went home to bid for my modules.. lol.. had to ask Pei Wen for inquiries.. then went off to ECP to meet up with Jason again.. with Xinni and Alex to rollerblade.. I managed to learn to turn! wahaha.. thanks to Xinni.. the blading pro.. haha.. hmm.. had some falls still.. my butt's painful still.. ouch.. my poor tailbone.. Enjoyed the blading session.. but something happened that really spoilt my day.. I went back to the rental shop to return the blades, and found out that my ripcurl slippers were gone.. someone wore the wrong pair accidentally, or should I say purposely.. Zz.. I was damn pissed and sian diao actually.. Xinni went to help me to buy a new pair of slippers.. and the aunt at the rental shop paid for it.. Zz.. I was like "forget it.. this is just my day.."

Forget about that.. We went to rent a chalet for a stay-over then.. hah.. It was pretty fun actually.. cos they are like one fun-loving group.. Xinni's bf, Jian Sheng, and Hwee keng came too.. Jian Sheng drove us to Parkway Parade for dinner after we bathed. We had dinner at Pastamania. Hah.. then shopped at Giant's.. and went back to the chalet.. Played games for the whole night.. and then slept at 3 am.. gosh.. only slept for four hours.. and then went off to NUS for orientation week.. sigh.. din really wanna go.. but I was absent for the first day already because of the medical appointment.. so I just forced myself to go for the orientation ..

Well It wasn't that bad after all.. although my group was kinda small.. hah.. games were fun.. enjoyed my day.. luckily I could still withstand the tireness for the day, if not I think I could just lie down anywhere in NUS sleeping soundly.. lol..

Alright.. kinda lengthy but yea.. can see that its packed right.. wahaha.. going out later again.. to club! I'm like so excited.. hah.. my first time to club. hah.. alright ciaoz~

Leos' Celebration!

2006-08-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

Woo.. okay I'm kinda pissed with blogger.com .. zz.. anywayz.. stayed over at gram's on saturday.. hmm slept quite late though, not tired.. weird eh.. even though the whole day I was at Sentosa.. hah..

Okay back to the main topic.. Went out to town for a small celebration.. hmm since secondary school days, Pei Wen, Chi Wai and I have been celebrationg our birthdays together for the past years cos our birthdays are pretty close to each other.. but for this year its abit different.. since I already held my party.. Chi Wai and Pei Wen will be giving a treat instead the three of us.. haha.. we were supposed to meet up in the evening, but I reached town earlier to meet up with Kelvin to buy them the prezzies first..

However.. Kelvin messaged me that he just woke up when I was in the train already.. pengz.. so I walked around first to see what we can buy for Chi Wai.. at the same time waited for Kelvin.. After he reached, we walked from Wisma to Taka, from shops to shops.. but there wasn't anything nice and suitable for Chi Wai.. so we went to shop for Pei Wen's first.. haha.. went to Mango, and bought a nice tee..(Kelvin's gf, Huiling, was with him, that's why we dare to go in Mango, lol) after that we walked over to the Heeren's.. we were deciding between a wallet and a casual blazer.. at that time JJ joined us, and he said Chi Wai mentioned that the design of the blazer's ugly.. thus we decided to buy him the wallet.. lol.. in addition, we went to Flash 'N' Splash and bought a bikini for Pei Wen.. hahaz well, that's Kelvin's idea.. hah..

Both of them came in the evening, Zhi Heng and Yufeng joined later.. Had our dinner at the Balcony's, where Chi Wai has reserved the seats last thursday.. the main courses were ok.. but the amount wasn't really filling.. from what I have seen.. oops.. haha.. We were then splitted up.. Kelvin, Zhi Heng and Yufeng went to buy a cake, whereas the rest of us hanged around.. hah accompanied JJ to Espirit to settle his membership card thingy.. and then we headed to Taka to meet up with the others.. we went to the open area at Ngee Ann City to have a little celebration.. hah.. din know I was involved as well since my birthday was over already.. and yea.. being fooled by them hah.. but we leos would never say lose easily! lolz~ Had fun lar.. and the cake was nice..

Happy Birthday Leos!

Candid shot with the yummy cake

waiting to eat the cake.. lOl..

Sigh.. school's starting soon.. I doubt i'll be updating blog as often as before.. nevertheless I'll try.. hah..

First day as an adult..

2006-07-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I'm officially an adult now! haha.. and of cos, I didn't wanna stay at home on this special day. Have been trying to plan things on friday, and so yeap.. met up with Guoyuan for a Sentosa tour today.. lolz. Speaking of Sentosa, its been hmm.. 2 years plus since the last time I went there.. I do know that there has been plenty of changes there, just that I never got the chance to see it.. So.. today's the day! hah.. By the way, I must thank Guoyuan for giving me so many suggestions before the decision to Sentosa, and of cos, accompanying me for the day..

Met up with him at Harbour Front MRT in the morning.. we were planning to walk to sentosa from there, however in the midst we saw a notice that says that the footpath to Sentosa is closed.. oh no.. we could foresee the number of people taking the shuttle bus then. Luckily it wasn't as bad.. two buses came around at the same time, and we managed to squeeze in. Went to the Burger King at the ferry terminal, since Guoyuan hasn't had his breakfast yet.. after which, we went to this .. urm.. Enchanted trail? lol.. yea.. with alot of enchanted mosquitoes.. lol. anywayz.. we continue our WALK to Siloso beach.. haha.. Reached there within half an hour, and wow, it seems like I've never come to this beach before.. I could still remember that the beach was under renovation back in my JC years.. haha.. Hmm the beach wasn't as crowded as what Guoyuan has expected.. even though it's saturday today.. sigh.. really missed those days of beach volleyball.. The weather was damn hot.. and I could sense the heat coming up from the sand. Continue our walk again to Palawan beach.. haha.. the beach is still the same from what I've seen in the past.. and guess what.. Been to Palawan beach so many times, and I had NEVER ever went to the southest point before.. hah.. well today's the day again! haha.. We climbed up the tower to enjoy the sea breeze, and at this point of time, the sky turned darker, and the sea breeze became stronger and stronger.. lol.. what a change in weather.. We decided to take shelter and rest on the top for a while as we cool down.. The wind was so strong that my goosebumps kept appearing.. brrr.... hah, and we realised that our hair's been messed up.. haha. It was only a little drizzle then.. not a storm like what I've expected.. hah.. we took the beach tram back to siloso beach again.. and I was kinda hungry.. hah.. After considering places to eat, we still went back to the ferry terminal and I had my lunch at BK.. lOl..

Weather became better, and we headed to the orchid garden.. which is really a beautiful paradise for nature lovers like Guoyuan.. LOL. Okay lets just say he loves flowers especially orchids.. haha.. his future girlfriend can really look forward to a bunch of different orchid hybrids.. lOlz.. Took pictures and enjoy the view of different orchids, which I have never done before.. hahaha.. after that we went to the herbs and spice garden.. haha to our disappointment there wasn't any natural smell of herbs and spices, and the garden was pretty small.. hah..

Walked up to the top where the Skytower is.. and we took the bus back to Siloso beach.. haha.. oh oh! The shuttle bus we took was a open double decker bus... and we never took that before.. haha~ Again we enjoy the natural breeze along the way.. Weather turned hot again when we reached Siloso beach.. Guoyuan suggested going Tanjong beach, as he expected that the beach to be less crowded.. Took the beach tram from Siloso beach to Palawan beach, and then to Tanjong beach.. I couldn't wait to dip in the sea anymore.. so went to change and wee.. enjoyed the sun, the sand, and the sea.. nice.. too bad Guoyuan never join, since he didn't bring extra clothes and towel.. tsk.. and yet he's the one who suggested bringing extra clothes for a change in case of wet activities.. lOl.. tsk tsk..

Anywayz, it was in the evening already, and he has to go church later, thus I changed up and we went back to mainland.. Had our dinner at Seah Im market, which was just beside the bus terminal at harbour front.. Had my mee sua.. haha.. was told by my mum that I must have it.. you know.. Shou Mian.. with two hard-boiled eggs.. where to find sia? lol.. Guoyuan suggested "lor neng" (braised egges or lu dan) hahaz~ I called back and ask my aunt whether it can be replaced with that, and she said no. Haha.. in the end I had my mee sua first, and then had my hard-boiled eggs at home.. pengz..

Really enjoyed my day.. maybe because its a special day.. still.. thanks Guoyuan for the day.. hah.. show you guys some pictures we took...

Haha.. looks like a tourist.

On the bridge towards the Southest point!

Enjoying the view .......

Guoyuan and me on the beach tram.. lol.

2006-07-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

Argh.. School's starting soon.. feeling sianz.. but at the same time.. excited and abit worried. Excited cos I'll be in a whole new learning environment, getting to know more and make new friends, and stuffs that I'm going to learn.. worried cos... well I haven't been touching any books for the past 2 years.. and Its gonna be alittle hard for me to adapt school life.. hmm.. anywayz.. the past few days I've been reading through the matriculation package and surfing through NUS website to see what I am supposed to do.. been asking friends around.. hah.. so many things that I gotta do and decide fast.. Zz

Yesterday went to gym and swim at Bishan again with Guoyuan.. lol.. well I'm glad that I still have accompany ever since Adrian has gone to Australia.. and man it was a HOT day.. I was alittle tired actually.. slept at 2 am the night before, and woke up at 8.30 am.. zZz.. but anywayz, completed every repetitions and laps.. hah.. the pool was kinda crowded that morning.. compared to those days in the recent past.. hmm.. Its not even a holiday or weekend.. hah.. Had our lunch at the food court in J8.. After which sent Guoyuan at bus stop and went home..

Nope I did not took a nap in the afternoon.. geez.. everytime when I'm at home I wouldn't wanna sleep.. unless its late at night or I'm very very VERY tired.. lol.. anywayz.. Went out in the evening to meet up with Junjie and Chi Wai at Orchard.. haha.. orchard again yea.. Like what I told Guoyuan that afternoon, how big can Singapore be? and how many places we can go in Singapore? (Was telling him reasons of high probability of seeing familar faces in Singapore) haha.. well JJ wanted to shop for clothes for the coming days in University, so Chi Wai and I were just accompanying him.. but in the end we bought stuffs too.. lOl.. Had our dinner at Food Republic in Wisma Atrium..Realised that there's no western food there.. more of local and Asian food.. We went over to the Balcony at Heeren for a drink(no not alcoholic..had enough..-_-), and wow .. great ambience.. to me lar.. haha.. Chi Wai reserved the place for this Sunday evening, cos Pei Wen and himself, they are going to give us a birthday treat.. heh.. looking forward man.. long live Leos! hahaz.. Hmm after that we shopped awhile.. at the Annex, and then at Espirit.. lol.. we were stuck at Espirit though.. something went wrong with the system lar.. hah.. JJ was told that his membership card has expired, and he said that he already renewed it.. yah.. and well it just went on and on.. hah.. but the service was good lar.. at least they satisfied us.. yup..

and NO i did not sleep right after I reached home.. hahahz.. okok.. enough of that.. Adulthood's coming in approximately 4 hours time.. ahh

JB trip!!

2006-07-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

Eh eh!! Today's my first time stepping into JB after 20 years I'm born.. haha... sounds unbelievable, but its true! haha.. well, gotta thanks Guoyuan for bringing me over to JB for a short trip.. Hmm I told my parents that I would be going to JB the next day, my dad kinda like hesistated allowing me to go, cause he doesn't have a good impression on JB, in the end my parents let me go.. hah.. the reason? well, I'm not a young kid already! Zz...

Before that, Guoyuan accompanied me to TTSH TBCU for a short test on my condition.. after that we set off to Woodlands MRT station, where we took the bus to woodlands checkpoint.. Aye, my passport photo was so unlike me.. think it was taken 10 years ago or so.. thus the custom officers (to and fro) told me to change my passport photo.. hah.. abit paiseh.. Reached JB at around 11 plus.. We changed 50 bucks to erm.. ard RM100+ there, then we walked to the nearest shopping centre.. think its called City Square.. heard from him that he has a fear of being robbed in JB.. so I was kinda like being cautious all the time.. hah.. oh well.. we reached the shopping centre after 10 minutes walk, and had our lunch first.. It was cheap considered that we were eating at this crystal jade-look alike resatuarant(but not the quality).. after that we shopped for awhile, before we went to sing KTV! Wow, It was damn cheap.. and we sang for 4 hours.. hah.. think my voice gonna be hoarse for the next few days.. We found out that the movie tickets cost only S$4 on weekdays, and he wanted to watch a movie.. thought that there weren't any movies that I wanna watch, until I saw the timings of The Lake House on the screen.. Man, Its not out yet in Singapore, but in JB it is! I suggested to him watching this, and yeap, we watched it.. The movie was great as what I predicted.. Romance lovers should go and watch it..

Had our dinner at Mac's.. somehow its a little different from the Macs' in Singapore.. The burgers, meals, chilli sauce, and of cos .. the price! hah.. After that we went back to Singapore.. Din managed to walk along the streets to look around though, cos we were like trying not to.. hah.. Still it was quite an eye-opener for me.. hah.. okay guess I'm abit sua ku here.. Anyways, I enjoyed my day.. thanks guoyuan again for the JB trip before I reached 21.. LOL..

Some pics that Guoyuan took in JB.. (din bring my cam cause I tried not to bring too many valuble things to JB)

Guoyuan and myself in KTV

That's the KTV we went! Its called Neway anywayz hah~

An early party ^_^

2006-07-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

Woo.. came back from Safra Changi Resort in the evening.. not feeling tired though.. haha.. maybe cos I never really stayed up for the past two nights.. hah.. knocked out yea.. Hmm went to the resort on friday.. but before that.. I had to take QET, which stands for Qualifying English Test, at NUS in the morning.. aye.. Its been a long time since I wrote an essay.. topic was about renewable and conventional energy sources in relation to global warming.. hmm hopefully I can pass this test, so I would not have to take up english as a module..

Went home after that to pack my stuffs, after which I went to my gram's to meet my aunts and granny. My uncle brought us to the resort then. We booked two units by the way.. Oh, my mom had "alot of stuffs" to do, and said she would be joining us later.. could see that my aunts were pretty used to her time management.. and was, as usual, annoyed by that. Reached there and unpacked our stuffs.. woo.. its been quite a while since the last time I went there.. not much of a change. That day was just for my family and I to relax and play.. yup.. so we went for swim, played arcade (which was expensive), and bowled.. Hmm, seems like they all knew my condition already, really appreciated for their concern.. Guess what? My mom came at 10 plus.. Geez!

Alright, and so came the next day, a day that I was really looking forward to.. in the morning we were already preparing, until in the afternoon, my aunt went to collect the key for the second unit.. I was kinda like waiting for my friends to come, but no one came in the afternoon.. thought I could like organise some activities before evening.. abit sianz.. and what made me more sianz was that I received message by message from some friends that they couldn't come last minute.. Aye.. no choice.. was thinking that there might be alot of leftovers .. my army unit friends came first.. hah.. earliest, but it was 5 plus already.. haha.. and they left the earliest too.. aye.. was sad that they din stay long enough to enjoy my cake.. nevertheless, I'm still glad that they came.. Jason and Weilun came later.. played some card games with them (Benjimin and Rex came later in the night), until my secondary sch good friends came.. still the same old group yup.. invited some others ex-classmates though, but they couldn't come.. aye.. thought I can catch up with them or something.. next time perhapz.. My JC friends came later, was happy to see Si Kee though.. haha.. Its been a looooooong time since the last time I saw her.. oh well.. at least there's a friend whom I've never contacted for a long time came.. heh.. My relatives from my father side came too~ My grandfather, grandmother, aunts and uncles, plus all my younger cousins.. haha.. Oh, my cousin's, Andreas', friends came too, some of them whom I know too.. Never been so busy before.. ran here and there trying to entertain all of my friends and my family.. hopefully they dun mind me disappearing from time to time.. haha..

Entertaining here and there till it was already nine plus, and my mom suggested to bring out the cake.. took some pictures with my friends and family..

My birthday cake! with a musical candle on the key!

My relatives from my father side and me..

My granny, cousins, parents, bro(on my leftside) and myself

My bestie secondary sch friends and me!

My goodie JC friends and me!

My fellow BMT buddies and me!

Last but not least, with my other friends (Andreas' friends)

Oh.. it was the first time I got so high after drinking 2 cups of rose syrup mixed with absolute vodka (yucks.. tasted like cough syrup), throat and stomach was burning man.. and after that I was like laughing for no reasons.. high man.. still I could carry on chatting and playing cards with my friends.. until late at night, my head started to crack.. couldn't withstand it anymore.. went to bathe and then.. *pom* knocked out.. thanks to my dearest secondary school friends. lol. But anywayz.. those who stayed late and stayed over, sorry that I couldn't accompany you guys.. the alcohol was just too much for me.. hah. The next day, most of my friends have gone home when I woke up.. left Andreas' friends and my family.. Only went for a swim that day.. and then slacked in the chalet.. Booked out at 5pm, and went home.. yup anyways, really really wanna thank all my friends and relatives for coming.. without you all, this celebration won't be as much fun.. yeap.. and also my aunts who have helped me to plan and prepare this celebration.. heh..

Hopefully things will change better for me the moment I step into the adulthood phase.. Oh by the way, thank you guys for the prezzies! load of shirts (wee...!) and thanks for the S.H.E new album!! wahahah~

P.S. late post due to server down yesterday..

2006-07-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

Wee... lol.. hmm.. quite a day today... having mixed feelings and stuffs... well.. lets talked about yesterday first.. hah..

Wednesday morning.. met Guoyuan for a gym-and-swim session at bishan sports complex.. haha.. Abit paiseh for him to come down all the way from Holland V though.. hah.. Wah.. Its been quite a while since the last time I went to the gym .. usually do my own weights at home.. hate to go gym alone.. pretty shiok I must say.. lOl.. The weather turned bad after our gym session.. and we stayed indoor.. happened to see lots of gymnasts.. If I'm not wrong they're having national competition.. their attire was really skimpy sia.. lOl.. but I was pretty impressed by their skills..
the rain stopped and we continued our swim session.. Guoyuan was talking to me about his army life in taiwan.. sigh.. how could I miss that Exercise Starlight back in unit.. ok lar.. my army life is boring and.. urh.. depressing? Yea.. and not to mention Dr. Loh......... -_-zZz.. LOL.. suddenly I remembered the "shy" trend and the .. urh.. different versions of imitations by my fellow medics.. LOL..

Hmm went home after that.. I was tired actually.. but I didn't sleep.. hah.. went to the hair salon to have my hair trimmed.. and guess what.. I actually asked the stylist to dye my fringe.. LOL.. oh man.. what have I done.. I was thinking.. hahahz.. I kept looking myself in the mirror.. I'M SO NOT MYSELF. But oh well.. wahaha..

Alright.. as for today.. went to TTSH Tuberculosis Control Unit for my checkup.. sianz.. 8.30 am somemore.. zz.. I had to put on mask.. not as a healthcare worker.. but a patient.. Hate that feeling.. Consulted the doctor.. went for another X-Ray.. and went through tests.. Gotta go back again next monday.. Zz.. Mom was accompanying me all along..

We went to Liang Court after that.. cos she wanted to go Audio House.. lol.. always asked me to go there whenever I went out.. but I never.. haha.. now she finally gotten her wish.. to buy a video camera.. Had our breakfast at McDonald's, and waited for the shop to open (we reached there quite early, and the shops ain't opened yet). Bought a sony video camera.. 1k.. gosh.. but she was like so determined to get it.. haha oh well.. oh.. my relatives actually gave my mom money to buy me a handphone as a birthday gift.. and yeap.. I bought it today.. N80.. haha.. This is my very first camera cum bluetooth cum 3G handphone.. hahahaz.. felt so outdated suddenly.. Liked it.. let me show it..

wahaha .. nice right. =x thanks alot to my relatives!

and oh.. dun forget about the video cam.. heh

Haha.. most likely I'm the one who's gonna use it.. lolz.. since my mom don't really know how to use.. she bought it cos she felt that video camera can capture more memorable moments compared to digital cam.. I was like.. huh.. Photos are enough wad.. hah

So thats why I said.. mixed feelings.. hah..what a day.. oh well.. looking forward to weekend!! hehe..

2006-07-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hoi! haha.. alright.. I'm not done with my check up yet.. still got another appointment on thursday.. so yeap.. still dunno yet.. in the mean time, I'm still doing my own stuffs.. play games, had my gym regime, sing like nobody's business.. I'm just thinking its no point worrying so much lar.. since I'm still feeling fine what for I stop carrying on my life? lol.. Aye.. silly me.. well thats one bad side of me.. Being optimistic seems to be very hard for me eh sometimes.. I told myself occasionally.. that I must learn to put away my thoughts and live happily and freely.. yeap.. and hmm.. I realised that.. I've quite a number of things to do .. hmm..

Oh.. this morning I went to the polyclinic to ask for a referral.. pretty boring.. luckily Jason accompanied me.. or else I think I might be zombified.. waited for like nearly 2 and a half hours.. luckily I didn't come later.. zz.. Had bad encounters before.. at TTSH and NUH A&E.. eekz.. I hate long waiting hours..

alright.. meeting Guoyuan for gym and swim tmr morning.. wee.. gotta go rest rest~

Unpredictable..

2006-07-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I've thought before.. that anything can just happen to you or anyone around you.. life's just so fragile sometimes.. and this struck me again today when something happened..

Its just a normal morning.. was awaken by a sms.. by Adrian.. lol.. last sms before he flies off.. and it was 8 am.. what the hell.. thought I wouldn't be alarmed by it.. in the end.. I was.. zz.. hmm.. I could get back to sleep for an hour plus though.. lol.. woke up at 10 again.. wanted to go swim.. but saw dark clouds flewing past my windows.. zz.. so slacked around in the morning.. then went to swim in the afternoon when the weather turns fine..

Finished my laps, and was heading home..Checked my handphone, and I saw missed calls.. one unknown number and the other one from home.. I called back, and my mom told me something that shocked the hell outta me.....

NUS health and wellness centre called, and said that there's an abnormality in my chest x-ray.. and mom told me to get back home immediately.. My parents insisted to go NUS then.. and we headed down by cab, as my dad got his car under repair... I was pretty worried already.. mind in a whirl.. I mean.. how could there be abnormalities? I wasn't feeling sick nor uncomfortable in myself over these weeks.. I could see my father was pretty worried.. and my mother was praying hard in the cab.. that sight really made me feel so sad and uncomfortable..

Reached there, waited for some time and consulted the doctor.. We were told by the doc that it was nothing much serious, and he was surprised that we came down immediately, when we were supposed to come the next day instead.. hmm some small lesions in my top right lung.. But still, I've to go for further check up to make sure that my lung is not infected.. It's still unverified.. My parents were then relieved.. however, I was still abit worried.. sigh.. Mum keep telling me that life is unpredictable, you wouldn't know what things are happening inside your body.. until you see the symptoms, which maybe too late depending on what kind of cases..

Sigh.. I've already seen so many kind of cases.. how wouldn't I know that life's unpredictable? That's why I'm trying to enjoy my life while I still can.. Health is really very important compared to wealth and reputation.. or any other possession that you can name.. my friends out there.. take care yea..?

Going for checkup tomorrow.. hopefully nothing's wrong.. pray for me..

2006-07-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

Wee.. pretty lotsa activities going on these days.. so I was damn shagged to update anything.. until now.. haha..

Thursday was kinda like a small gathering day for my BMT buddies.. hmm.. or should I say.. we're kinda like celebrating our birthdays together.. haha.. since our birthdays are pretty close to each other.. coincidentally, that day was Wei Lun's birthday too. As usual, Jason, Victor and I met early in the day at Dhoby Ghaut.. doing what? Playing lan games.. wahaha. We spent the whole afternoon playing warcraft III and that kongkong online.. until in the evening, when we left for City Hall to meet Wei Lun.. We already planned to meet for dinner at OutBack restaurant, which is at Millenia Walk.

We wanted to celebrate his birthday actually.. so we planned out something.. Jason would bring him around to walk and act that he's finding his way to the restaurant, whereas Victor and I went to buy a cake for him. Bought a chocolate light cheese cake at Raffles City Plaza basement, and we headed our way to Millenia Walk. We reached there first, after which Jason and Wei Lun "found their way". lol. Played some lame games while having our dinner.. I was damn full to the point I felt like vomiting.. the food was nice though.. chicken with cheese and bacon.. yummy yet sinful.. hahaha~ Something surprising happened. It was when our tables were cleared, and we were chatting, the staffs brought out the cake with the candle lit on, and they began to sing birthday song for Wei Lun.. wah! We actually never expected that, and I think Wei Lun's the one who's more surprised.. haha~

We finished our cake, and went to Suntec to meet Zifeng, Zhong Hao and their friend. We bought a set of poker card at Carrefour to play later, and GOD, the cards stink! smelt like rotten salt fish.. wtf sia. We went to Sky Garden to play Indian Poker.. lOl.. had fun.. plus all the embarrasing forfeits.. aye.. hah.. left home after that.. pretty fun day I should say.. games all the way~ waha.

I was abit sian diao when I woke up the next day.. the weather was cloudy with abit of drizzles.. Adrian messaged that we should continue to sleep and forget about swimming.. but I insisted in the end.. lol.. 2 reasons.. one -- I only swam once for the week.. so I must go for a second one.. and two -- so-called a last swim with Adrian before he flies off to Australia.. yeap..... Finished our laps, and we were talking about Pirates of the Carribean, and I know, he wanted to watch it.. haha.. and I got it right! and yea, we watched it in the afternoon, at J8 though... Its been sooooo long since I last watched a movie at J8, even though I live near. lolz.. ok back to the movie. Great movie, with cool fights and hilarious acts.. I really love the casts of the movie.. ever since the first movie was shown.. Keira... weee..~ oopz... anywayz.. A must watch movie~! After the show, Adrian still have abit of time to spare before he went off for his gathering, so I decided to walk around with him at J8, since I got nothing to do at home. Walked around, bought some food for mum, and I went home.. He jioed me to go blading at ECP the next day also, and I agreed.

And so we met up early in the morning at J8 again, as his parents' fetching us. I din had enough sleep though.. gamed too much.. hah~ I was told that his friends would be there too, but I din mind.. not so me yea? hah~ reached ECP at around 10, and met up with the others, Guoyuan (or should I say Japheth.. hmm .. haha), Kenny and Elton.. haha, pretty funny guys.. especially Elton.. lol.. full of jokes.. bladed for 2-3 hours.. and yes.. my blading has once again improve by abit.. with falls still.. yea yea.. zz.. lesser falls ok.. haha~ ok I know I'm consoling myself.. blah. Still abit shy towards strangers I must say... but I did talk! lol.. Guo Yuan took some pics though.. as shown below..

at bedok jetty...

still at bedok jetty.. lol...

Adrian posing, with Kenny, me, Elton and Guoyuan

Tiring!! bladed from the rental shop to Safra Changi that side.. ouch.. butt and leg aching now.. thanks to the FEW falls.. must emphasize.. haha.. zz.. hmm guess I made some new friends again haha~ Still trying my best to change myself.. Oh.. Victor's on his way back to Australia again.. was too shagged to send him off.. but I did called him to bid farewell.. will see him in 4 months time according to him.. Adrian's flying off to Australia on monday too.. aye.. so I guess today's the so-called last day to see him in person (should know what I mean yea lol) .. haha there goes my swimming buddy.. pretty sian when friends are at overseas for studies, cos it means I have few lesser friends to hang out with in Singapore.. still.. life goes on.. hopefully will see them soon in future.. yawnz.. time for me to sleep.. shagged out.

2006-07-12T13:01:00.000+08:00

Argh.. my computer went haywired again.. Guess it must be the viruses and spywares creating a menace in my HDD... Yesterday the whole day I was trying to resolve the problem.. It got worse when I deleted the viruses and spywares.. Zz.. Reformat was the last resort. Luckily I backed up my files earlier on..

Must really thank my uncle who helped me also.. Think I bothered him too much.. keep calling to his house and ask him regarding the problems.. He even came down to my house twice.. aye.. felt so paiseh..

The rainy weather continues, but I still went to swim juz now.. hmm.. actually wasn't that cold than what I expected.. ahh.. felt better after a swim.. haha~

saw this MV on a friend's friend's blog.. S.H.E!!!!!! wahahaha~
nice song and MV.. wee .. I'm gonna buy their new album~

2006-07-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

Lol.. looks like I'm pretty hung up on DotA.. since I couldn't play at home.. I went to gram's on friday night to play with my cousin.. and of course, I stayed over.. not for one night.. but two nights! wahaha...

Went to Victor's house on Saturday.. He's having a birthday party at his place.. although it started only at the evening, Jason and I went there earlier in the day, coz they wanted to make a dessert.. strawberry cream I think.. haha.. Jason and Victor bought the ingredients first, while I reached his house later.. And so, we started out on the recipe.. Hmm.... during the process.. we didn't really know what went wrong.. the 'thing' (LOL) came out bad.. It looked like beancurd, it looked like ice cream, it looked like mui fan, but it ain't.. pretty disgusting.. but we still tasted it.. freaking sweet and creamy... eekz.. haha.. but we had fun in the kitchen.. lol.. Its been so long since I cooked something.. (dun talk about instant noodles la k .. LOL).. and its inedible.. -_-

Our BMT mates came later in the evening.. Wei Lun, Benjamin and Rex.. haha .. Had a good chat with them.. plus all the lame jokes.. heh.. Oh.. we set out a date to go out again too.. to celebrate our birthdays together, since our birthdays are pretty close.. hah.. think its gonna be cool. Ben and Rex went home first.. while we stayed on for a while.. We took out our final product.. the.. urh... yucky dessert.. haha~ we played "Zhong Ji Mi Ma", with the forfeit of eating one spoonful of that thing.. Wei Lun and I were pretty lucky that nite.. din striked the number.. haha~.. still we ate abit.. and.. like I said.. Its too sweet.. hah.. Jason and I gave our presents to Victor before we went home.. and sheesh.. managed to catch the last few trains.. but by the time I reached Yio Chu Kang, there were no buses already. Since I din wanna wait for the night rider, I walked back.. long distance indeed.. lol.. Slept quite early that night.. Too tired I guess.

Sunday.. rainy weather.. stayed at gram's the whole day.. playing DotA and sleeping.. haha.. yup.. Oh .. watched abit of the world cup final at 2am.. France got a penalty in the first 6 mins.. I was sian diaoz.. Coz I din want France to win.. hah.. but luckily Italy scored 10 mins plus later.. I went to sleep then after first half, since I was planning to go swimming on the next day.. which I din.. because It was raining again.. hah.. Italy won in the end.. HURRAY! haha.. the Italians deserved it! Went to NUS in the afternoon today for a medical checkup.. Pretty lost.. but thanks to the maps at the bus stop, I found my way. Was walking pretty fast, sweating non-stop again.. consequently my blood pressure was abit high.. hmm I hope thats the case.. still I'm having partial colour blindness.. boo hoo.. I can't see red and green! hah~ I'm still in denial.. blah..
Had a small lunch with a friend at Chinatown, then went home.. Zz.. never swim today.. felt abit weird..

2006-07-06T12:08:00.000+08:00

Yawnz.. what a sleepy weather today.. unlike other days.. the sun was scorching.. Body aches a little.. and my butt... ouch.. slept for the last 12 hours.. heavenly sleep.. wahaha..

Hmm went to watch Superman Returns on Tuesday with Adrian.. He jio-ed me.. I couldn't recall when was the last time I watched Superman movies.. not even on TV.. so decided to go watch it.. we went to PS.. again.. lol.. I'm a PS regular customer now.. Mum asked me to buy cheesecake for her from Carrefour.. sianz.. always ask me to buy things for her whenever I'm out.. We reached there at around 6.15am.. Checked out the time slots, and there were only 6.30 and 8.30 timeslots.. (there are later timeslots, but we ain't interested.. lol) We don't know the duration of the show too. 6.30 seems to be abit rush.. plus we haven't had our dinner.. if watch at 8.30, by the time the show ended the shops would be closed.. We weren't sure if we could keep the cheesecake out for long without lower temperatures.. Still we decided to watch the movie at 8.30, we went to Carrefour though to ask the staff there whether the cheesecake can withstand for a few hours.. and she said it wouldn't melt.. Hmm.. So I guess its ok.. Had our dinner at Mos Burger, walked abit, and bought the cheesecake before entering the cinema.. Freak man the commercials and previews last for 25mins! The movie only started at about 9.. shucks.. I was hoping the duration wasn't too long..

Overall the movie was not bad.. cool actions and effects, especially the part when Superman was being shot to the eye by a robber, and the bullet went flat.. LoL.. We got thrilled.. hah~ Storyline was still okay, good plot.. can go watch it if you guys are free...

Show ended at around 11.15.. aw man.. my cheesecake.. lol.. I was thinking.. ok lar... still can last for the few hours.. maybe its the coldness of the cinema.. hah..We quickly rushed for the train.. Next day I'm meeting Jason and Victor at ECP, coincidentally Adrian's meeting his friend there too.. same time somemore hah.. thought we could take bus together the next day, but he said his parents fetching him there.. and he offered to fetch me also.. haha.. was abit paiseh as usual..

And so yeap.. met Adrian at J8 at 9.30.. but I was late for 15 mins.. I was even more paiseh by then.. aye thanks to an unexpected stomachache... We reached ECP at about 10.05.. Our friends hadn't reached yet.. thus I decided to have my breakfast at Mac's.. Subsequently our friends came, and we splitted up.. lol.. Bladed for the whole morning till noon.. of course I had quite a number of falls.. thats why my butt.. aching nooooow... haha~~ but I can say that my blading has really improved.. wahaha~ after that went to marine parade.. played lan again.. DotA~~ lol.. aye.. past few days couldn't play.. thanks to my bro.. zz.. and later we bowled for 2 games.. damn tiring.. hah..

Had our dinner at a hawker centre near Parkway parade.. dragged abit in Parkway parade, before we went home.. After Jason and Victor took their buses, I went to find my bus.. that would take me straight home.. but as I walked from bus stops to bus stops.. I realised that.... My bus was not around that area!! Damn shagged and sianz.. Took me nearly half an hour to leave marine parade.. after I decided to take a bus down to geylang to change another bus home..

Today's gonna be a resting day for me.. hope the aches go away ASAP.

2006-07-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

Weekends just past once again.. and as usual spent my weekends out and at my gram's place.. and damn.. England and Brazil lost.. stupid world cup.. left Italy now.. please don't disappoint me again! lol..

Went out with Jason on saturday to buy something for Victor, as we were invited to his birthday celebration this coming saturday.. At first we were thinking of doing something ourselves so that Victor can bring it along back to Australia.. like a photo album, or a handicraft somesort.. In the end we decided to buy something instead, cos we thought its too troublesome, plus we hardly took any photos together.. lol.. Jason said since he only has a winter scarf to wear in Australia.. so he suggested buying another scarf for him.. we bought a snowcap for him too .. because of the matching colours.. hahaha... oopz.. hope he don't read this now.. haha~ guess not.... We bought a birthday card for him too.. yup.. cool designs..

We din expect that we bought the present that fast.. so decided to thuang around at PS.. as Victor would be joining us later in the evening.. We rested at a corner of Dhoby Ghaut MRT station after some walk. I din even know that there's a shopping arcade, gaming arcade and a lan shop.. lol.. we played cards, then looked at the teens playing online games in the lan shop.. somehow we were attracted to the games, and so we decided to play.. haha.. Played DotA, rakion and this new online game that is not released yet.. KongKong online.. gamers alert! This game is absolutely cute and fun.. haha!! a 3d racing jumping game.. yeap.. look out for it.. We played until Victor joined us.. from evening till 10 plus.. lOl.. time flies eh.. and we din even had our dinner.. haha~

stayed over at gram's ... and guess wad.. i'm hooked on DotA.. haha~ die die.... played the whole sunday away.. lolz.. pretty fun actually.. at first wasn't fun.. cos noob ma.. wahah.. with the guidance of Victor, Jason, my bro and my cousins, can play pretty well now.. heh.. but damn it.. couldnt play at home.. bro's com got reformatted.. Wanted to install but I could not find one of the CD cases which has the CD key on it!!! grrr.. Don't wish to buy another set again.. sianz..

By the way.. let me say this again.. I AM A SINGAPOREAN CHINESE.. lol.. zzz...
Encountered a malay uncle asking me for directions in malay.. pengz.. and that damn Jason.. Went to toilet and there was a group of malays in there too.. came out from the cubicles together, and he said he couldn't find me... Zzz.. This morning.. went to swim again.. always saw this uncle swimming and the pool cleaner in the morning everytime I go swimming, one asked me if I'm a Filipino, and the other asked if I'm a Thai.. ZZZ... Abit the over already la! WO SHI XING JIA PO HUA REN!!

2006-07-01T12:49:00.000+08:00

Aye.... Argentina lost!! damn it.. Darius told me that the Germans are getting abit cocky.. I never realised that until I watched last night match.. I was hoping Argentina to win sia.. sad.. but there were factors that lead to Argentina's lost.. oh well.. hope Italy can beat them!

Tiring week.. maybe cos I din sleep well for a few nights.. sigh.. Thursday went out with Jason and Victor for a sushi buffet at Cineleisure.. my eyes were so tired.. Was kinda pissed on that day.. things went wrong again for me.. but thanks to them I was feeling better.. Didn't have breakfast that morning.. so ate quite alot .. lol.. After that accompanied Victor to Taka.. cos his mum has reserved a shirt for him to try.. After that went to lan shop and played DOTA.. haha.. not bad not bad.. my skills have improved.. haha~ Aye after that had a small headache.. think I can't stare too long to the screen with my contact lenses on.. Jason went off after that to see a friend.. whereas Victor and I went for a dinner at PS.. after which we went home..

Yesterday was even more tiring.. cos thursday night I din sleep well.. too much thoughts I guess.. plus a stomach upset.. felt like I was having "hai xi".. lol.. argh.. Woke up at around 9 plus.. tired like hell.. zz.. but I gotta meet Adrian for a swim and then blading! lol.. still managed to swim my laps.. Went to J8 for a lunch.. before we headed down to East Coast Park.. Its been a year since I last went there for windsurfing course.. Speaking of blading.. Its been eons! hah.. I was pretty excited!
It was very unstable for me in the beginning.. as I was trying to recall the steps.. lucky there's Adrian to guide me.. guess I was too tensed up too.. but slowly I got the hang of it.. wahaha.. Went to Mac's after that for a rest.. then went home~
Although the sun wasn't that strong.. we were roasted.. lol.. lucky din really get sunburn.. tired tired tired.. but I was happy.. guess it was my happiest day of the week.. and thanks to the activities.. I had a gooooood sleep... yawnz..

Meeting Jason again~ Zooomz~

I HATE..

2006-06-29T01:46:00.000+08:00

Din sleep well the night before.. pondering about myself and things I've gone through.. as usual. How I wish that I'm really a leo with a leo characteristics.. someone who is confident, like to mix around, more decisive.....

I HATE myself for being shy and quiet.

I HATE myself for being indecisive and beating around the bush.

I HATE myself for being inconfident.

I HATE myself for being choosy and fickle-minded.

I HATE myself for being lazy.

I HATE myself for being naive.

I HATE myself for thinking through so much bullshyt things and not moving on.

And I know.. I got a face that repels people away.. whenever I'm sad.. troubled.. annoyed.. It doesnt mean "Leave me ALONE!" .......

I HATE to be ALONE.

Sigh.. relieving.. maybe I can look all these again to remind myself..
how these things have made me feel lost.. made me lose precious chances.. made me an introvert person..

2006-06-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

2006-06-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

LEO - MIDDLE SIGN OF FIRE TRIPLICITY

July 22 - August 22

This is the heart of the Grand Man or Microcosm. It is a masculine, commanding, fixed, choleric, fiery, changeable, northern sign of the Zodiac, the middle point of the magnet of the Fire Triplicity. It governs the heart and blood of life, the higher attributes being belief and self-control.

Its impulses partake of the sign the Sun has just passed through and out from. The native thus born will partake much of the attributes of the sign of the Zodiac, wherein the Moon was located at the time of birth.

The people born under this sign are kind-hearted, generous, sympathetic, and magnetic. They make good nurses when in full sympathy with the patient. They are emotional, very intuitive, and are generally able by means of this power to escape the consequences of their actions. Leo people are fine conversationalists, excelling in repartee, and are the best of storytellers. They always make a point, and always see the point.

When the true individuality of Leo holds sway, these people have a noble ideal, with a loyal love, confident, pure, and abundant. Having minds of the practical, philosophical, and spiritual combined—a trinity—they radiate a luminous substance, which makes them a most powerful people for good, with a marked ability to inspire others.

Under such conditions they have the most remarkable power in molding public opinion, and in swaying great audiences. In fact, the truly awakened Leo men and women are invincible if they will learn the pathway of silence.

Leo people have a great love for their own, and will not yield to advice or dictation in the management of their children. Leo women who have been looked upon as angels in the neighborhood will sometimes show an astonishing ferocity if their children are hurt or reproved. A fault found with them, a complaint made by a teacher or a friend, will arouse these mothers to the highest pitch of passionate excitement. The motto of the Leo woman is "Love me, love my dog."

The natural intuition of these people is very great, and this talent is sometimes so constantly exercised that it leads to deep-seated aversion and prejudice. They have been right in their estimates of people six times out of ten, therefore they must be right ten times out of ten. Argument is of no use under such conditions. In fact, it is well to let the Leo person enjoy his opinions without interference. The balance of happiness for the rest of the family is usually to be found in that method.

Those born under this sign are in some respects near of kin to those who come under the head of the same triplicity.

They would rather plan than work, and they are by no means fond of details. They are sometimes very lazy, and, like the cat, are fond of basking in the sun and dozing in the chimney corner.

They are fond of all creature and home comforts. The men usually know where the best markets are to be found, and have a real genius in catering for the table. The women have the same talent in selecting, and among them are found our most inspirational cooks.

Positive Characteristics:
Enthusiastic
Determined
Ambitious
Creative
Generous
Dramatic
Dynamic
Loyal
Romantic
Decisive
Proud
Dignified
Warmhearted
Confident
Optimistic

Negative Characteristics:
Vain
Egotistical
Childish
Overbearing
Stubborn
Status conscious
Boastful
Pretentious
Autocratic
Fears ridicule
Cruel

Hmmz.. abit inaccurate for me eh? lol~ oh wellz... but being vain is negative!? geez. =x

Shopping Madness..

2006-06-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Yes.. madness.. I think this is the first time I shop so much and bought so many things within 2 months.. 2 months!! haha.. Especially the walking part.. I think I've walked more than 32 km already.. LOL.

Yesterday went out to town with Jason and Xinni again.. They wanted to buy a birthday present for their friend.. whose birthday's coming this saturday.. as for me.. yeah.. hahaha.. just tagged along with them since I've got nothing to do at home.. We looked around the shops at the Heeren's.. and oh, Jason and I were intending to go to Flesh Imps to buy the soccer tees also.. Xinni sort of like the tees also.. haha~ We never bought them immediately though.. haha.. as we decided to see whether there are nicer ones at other shops.. so we went to OG orchard point and then to Plaza Sing. Well.. the reason they wanna go OG was to visit Hwee Keng.. who's working there temporary for these few days.. haha.. nothing much there though.. At Plaza Sing, I bought a jacket at 77th street.. wee .. like it very much.. till then they haven't decided what to buy for their friend.. hahaha.. I think they are more like shopping for themselves.. In the end we went to the Flesh Imps (another branch at PS) again and bought the tees.. and one for their friend.. We rested at Mos Burger then, and chit-chatted.. hahaha.. Xinni's funny..

We bummed around until evening, and went to met Hwee Keng, who's off from work by that time.. We wanted to eat something cheap.. then they suggested Holland V. I had no objections.. but Jason changed the location to Clementi.. for the sake of me.. haha.. cos I have a straight bus home from there.. thanks bro! By the way they live in the west.. so yea.. majority wins. lol. We decided to go IMM then, and believe it or not, I haven't been there for once... LOL. Took a bus down from Orchard to IMM, and god, we stood all the way in the bus.. shagged. Reached IMM, but haven't decided what to eat.. in the end they decided to go KFC to have buddy meals.. DIAOZ.. I was thinking "ORCHARD GOT NO KFC MEH?" Zzz. Ate and chatted.. I think its pretty fun to chat with them.. their lameness.. LOL.. two thumbs up! hahaha. After that we splitted up, and I went home..

Geez.. I thought I was abit outcasted.. but it was their friendly and fun-loving personality that made me feel less awkward.. hah.. new friends! =)

Speaking of friends.. where are my sec school buddies and my JC buddies!! All work work work.. sigh.. Miss you guys already..

2006-06-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

Weekend! Most people choose to go out or find something fun to do during this time.. Yet I choose to rest at home.. haha~ Aye.. Suddenly there were so many programmes for me over the week.. so I must rest before another packed week comes again.. Don't wanna fall sick.. Had a good rest at home.. and Father's Day.. my bro and I din really plan out something for him .. sigh.. felt so bad.. but guess wad..? his birthday is coming! So I'll plan out something for him on that day.. Although he doesn't really like to celebrate birthdays though.. lol..

Yesterday went kayaking with Jason and his primary school friend.. Xinni. It wasn't a sunny day.. fortunately. I was awakened by the thunders at 8 am.. And in my mind I was thinking the kayaking session might be cancelled.. and I just fell back on my bed.. lol.. The clock rang at 9 am.. and then the rain stopped.. Thought I could sleep somemore.. haha~ Messaged Jason, and I was thinking he's on his way already.. so I packed my stuffs and went out, without having my breakfast..

Reached City Hall at around 10 plus, and met Jason.. we took bus to Kallang Sea Sports Club then.. It was drizzling.. so cold.. Xinyi wasn't here yet, heardfrom Jason she'll be only coming in the early afternoon.. We rented the kayaks and out we went to the sea.. For around an hour and so.. I was freaking hungry.. haha.. no strength to paddle anymore.. then we decided to rest.. Jason asked if I wanna go out and grab a bite.. but I was lazy.. then asked him to call Xinyi to buy lunch for us.. hah.. She just woke up then.. diaoz.. Since we gotta wait.. we went to kayak again for an hour plus.. And she wasn't here yet! Jason said that she waited the bus for half an hour.. what the hell sia.. stupid bus.. my stomach's grumbling .. a hungry man is an angry man! Argh.. and the corn on the sole of my right foot was hurting so bad.. I was in pain and hungry!~!~! Grr.. waited for 30-45 minutes.. and she came.. our first meeting! haha.. she bought duck rice .. and I just gobbled down the food.. what a relieve... lol.

The whole afternoon we kayaked and nua, kayaked and nua.. haha~ and chatted with them.. The weather was perfect.. breezy and cloudy.. In the evening we went to Chinatown for dinner.. Xinyi had asked one of their friends to meet for dinner, whom I don't know.. She hasn't stopped work yet, so we walked and shopped around at Chinatown.. oh my.. WALKED AGAIN. But suprisingly my back wasn't hurting.. good for me.. We went to meet their friend at her working place.. and yea.. I got to know another girl.. haha~ i think her name's Hwee Keng. We went to this hawker centre nearby to have claypot rice for dinner.. and it was so yummy! ok partly because I was damn hungry also.. lol~ Gosh.. this group of people really got alot of lame jokes.. haha.. but really had fun talking with them.. lol..

Walked around Chinatown afterwards.. the girls went to this indian stall and got themselves a temporary tattoo on their lower leg.. cool.. haha.. they wanted to go to a particular shop for desert.. but it was close on monday.. too bad.. haha.. I went home first then, while they went to fetch Hwee Keng's mother at her workplace.. Tiring day indeed.. slept until 1 pm + today.. hahaha..

2006-06-17T14:05:00.000+08:00

I've been tiring myself over the week.. and supposedly I should sleep early the past few nights.... But I didnt. My headache is like on/off.. its not those sharp pain, its kinda like my head is weighing something.. Whenever I bend down my head, I feel the pain.. Zzz.. Mother said its because of the "heatiness". Think I should give myself a water parade every 2 hours...

Yesterday, went out the whole day again.. with a friend.. luckily we didn't really walked alot.. haha~ Because of my friend's urge of singing, I decided to bring him to KTV to satisfy his desire.. haha.. Well.. my throat was kinda uncomfortable in the morning, guess it was the chips I had the night before.. oopz. Oh, and he sings well.. probably one of the nicest ones I've heard.. high pitch sia.. haha.. After that we went to the arcade, and played some games.. had a tea break at TCC.. urh.. basically the whole day, we walked a little, sat from benches to benches .. and chit-chatted.. haha.. Saw Sock Fang and her sweetheart at MS.. She waved at me, but I didn't notice, until she's only a few metres from me.. haha.. sorry ah.. cock-eyed. She asked me if I wanna sing the next day.. I was thinking "urh, probably I'll be the listener tomorrow.." haha..

Had dinner at MS Food Loft.. and my friend was having a stomach upset.. He's in alittle pain (thats what he told me), yet he still ate.. rice somemore! lol.. After that he couldn't take it anymore.. and visited the restroom, while I rest. He was better after that.. then we walked to Millenia Walk.. a place that I haven't WALKED around yet.. lol~ He wanted to visit the Candy Empire, and I din know that there's such a shop.. haha.. and woah, its really an empire.. haha~ The chips there are freaking expensive though.. think the size is abit bigger than Lay's chips .. cost 4-5 bucks! Think the stuffs there are imported from Australia.. that's why the cost is like a bomb. But there you can buy candies and other junks that you'll never see at the common provisional shops.. Cool..

Went home after another session of walk-sit-chat.. Sock Fang messaged me that they're going to JE entertainment centre to sing.. SO FAR. Of cos I din wanna go.. haha.. oh well.. the weekends are for me to REST.

2006-06-17T01:31:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.

Your strength: Your vivid imagination

Your weakness: Fear of failure

Your power color: Coral

Your power symbol: Oval

Your power month: November

Huh.. I am artistic? lol.. hmm.. but other things seem to be true.. o.O

shagged but HaPpY

2006-06-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

Yawnz.. sleepy sleepy.. even though its only evening now. I must admit that I din really had enough rest for the past few days. I never fell sick though.. lol.. luckily. But my legs are tired, and my back is aye, AYE.... achhhing...

Met with Victor for a swim on Monday. He's one of my BMT buddies too (Jason, him and I were in the same section) He just came back from Australia, after his examination. He disrupted on February to study medicine in Australia, and now he's back.. haha. We met at 10.15 am, and we waited for Jason, who was supposed to come too. In the end he overslept. lol.. He then suggested to meet up with us for lunch later, and so we went for our swim..
During our swim we chatted alot about his life in Australia. Found out that life in Australia is less stressful than in Singapore. The shops there close at around 5 pm, and the school life there is not as hectic as here. Everything is slow pacing. We were saying we should live there after our retirement.. haha~ Swam until noon, and we met up with Jason at J8. Had our lunch and chit chat, but I was like so shagged, cos the night before I watched soccer and slept late.. lol. We hanged around till 2 plus and went home. The rest of the day nothing worth mentioning.

Tuesday we met up again, this time it was supposed to be a gathering of our section after ORD, except for Victor haha. Some were still working, so only 3 of us, again. haha.. We WALKED around AGAIN. Hahaha, I think I'm really crazy.. been walking ard in town for the past 2 weeks!! Shall skip the details.. oh oh.. we played arcade games at PS.. Its been like a year or 2 since I last stepped in the arcade. I played Bishi Bashi with them.. LOL.. fun.. after that we rested at Secret Recipe.. at the same time waiting for Weilun to come. He came at 6 plus, was told that he was having tuition with 2 students at different times.. he then told us after dinner he had another tuition at Whampoa.. wah.. so 'pia'.. Had our dinner at Park Mall after a long decision.. and we headed to Dubler's, an Irish Pub near Somerset MRT station.. Its a cool pub, cos its happy hour starts from 2pm till closing time. The crowd started to come in at a later time, mostly working personels, to catch the world cup soccer match.. South Korea vs Togo.. For us, we played cards and chit chat, until 8 plus, when Weilun gotta rush off for his tuition lesson. After 10 minutes or so, Benjinmin joined us.. haha.. His work ended at 7 plus, thats why he couldn't join us earlier on.. Continued our chit chat and played some lame games.. but we had lotsa fun.. LOL.

Left the pub at around 10.35 pm, and I remembered the match result was Korea leading 2-1, with ard 10 more minutes to go.. lol~ this showed that I wasn't drunk! haha.. aiya.. Din really drink alot.. left for home at 11 plus.. shagged.

My head was a little heavy this morning, but I still went for my usual morning swim.. and guess what? The condition was improved after my swim.. haha~ weird eh? After that met up with my aunt, Aunt Carol, (my father's sister) and mother at J8.. She wanna help me to settle the NUS tuition fees loan. Aunt Carol already reached there 15 minutes earlier, and queued up at DBS bank, but as usual, mother was late again, thus she delayed it.. We waited for mother for lunch.. zz.. The leopard can't change its spots.. thats what I told Aunt Carol. lOl. Aunt Carol treated us at Fei Cui Kitchen, and yeah, I think its my first time having lunch outside with Aunt Carol.. She said "Since you were young, I never had meals outside with you before, therefore, I shall give you a treat." So pai seh. Had our lunch and settled the tuition fees loan at the bank. Aunt Carol left afterwards, and I accompany my mother with her shopping.. again. WALKED AGAIN. Zz. Shopped for like 3 hours, after which we headed home.. She told me that she's tired, then what about me sia? lol.. but overall.. I'm still happy.. why? Cos I don't have to knit cobwebs! lala..

Eepz, gotta rush down to the hair salon to have a trim.. till then!

Walked, walked and walked............. Again.

2006-06-11T02:33:00.000+08:00

Blogging at my grandma's place now.. feeling a little regretted staying over. Sigh..

Went to my brother's POP yesterday morning. Had to wake up at 6.30 am.. Its been 2 months plus since I woke up at this time. Worse still, I slept at 3 am. Lol. Okay I deserved it. But I couldn't sleep! Hmm.. okay back to his POP. Didn't really look like a parade to me.. They were like performing a sketch or something. I was like .. "huh..? what's all this?" I didn't really took any photos.. more like, there were nothing much for me to take. 3 months already, and my brother has passed out from his BMT phase. Hope he's ready for his next phase. Besides my mother and myself, my grandma, aunt and my cousins, Andreas and his brother, Glennon, attended too. Geez, I remember only my parents came for my POP.. lol. The weather was weird on that day. It was hot and sunny before we reached the camp. And before 5 minutes the parade started, the dark clouds engulfed the whole sky. The next thing you know -- rain. Gosh I was thinking I could've been in my warm bed, sleeping soundly. Everything ended at 10 plus. And guess what's the first thing I did once we reached home? NO not sleep. I got myself changed first.. haha~ Slept until 3 plus.. still feeling tired.. but couldn't sleep anymore.. So continue to rot until the day fell.

The next day went out with Jason. Finally get to sing.. SING SING SING! Haha sorry, feeling abit over when it comes to singing. I was glad that my voice was better compared to the last time I sang with PW and Kelvin.. But it was tiring.. two of us singing for 3 hours.. haha~ But it was GREAT. Went to walk around again.. WALK AGAIN. We WALKED around at the Heeren's, then to PS. This week is just crazy. Went to town for like three times, to just look and shop around. Well, its way off better than just staying at home, decomposing and knitting cobwebs. Mother suddenly called me, saying that she wanna buy a video camera, and asked me to go check out the shops and the prices.. Sianz.. Why she doesn't want to buy herself? Zz. So we went to check out at PS, but to no avail. Planning to head down to Marina Square after that. It was then when I had a terrible headache. It just happened suddenly. Felt like someone's hammering me. Don't ask me, I don't know the cause of it. Jason asked if I wanna go home after checking out in Marina Square, but I din really wanna go home. I just tolerated with it. I even joked with Jason, telling him to support me if I faint suddenly. LoL. WALKED around in MS, when I finally couldn't withstand it anymore. Went to Guardians to buy Panadol, and we settled down at Long John Silver. Jason had his .. urh.. dinner? (it was around 5pm.) while I got some rest. Thank god for the pain relieving paracetamols, and the rest.. I was "back in action" again. Continued to WALK around in the shopping centre, before deciding to head down to Bugis. We didn't know what bus to take from MS to Bugis, so we kinda WALKED a big round, and ended up deciding to take MRT instead. WALKED through City Link and shopped around at the same time. Bought a shirt at NUM.. Took the train down to Bugis. And I guess I don't have to emphasize anymore.. from Bugis Junction, to Bugis Street, and back to Bugis Junction. It was then my backache's reacting again. Sigh.. Irritating.

Took bus to grandma's place, and yeah, here I am. I was told by my friend that today there's a live telecast of Taiwan Melody Awards.. but I missed it. He then told me its showing the repeated telecast, I was so happy.. went down, switched on the television, and to my disappointment, I found out that my aunt did not subscribe the channel... SIANZ. I should have just gone home and watch.. Zzz.. Bad day for me today. Oh well, guess there should be another repeated telecast. HOPEFULLY.

Walk, walk and walk................

2006-06-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

Geez.. I juz woke up at 1 pm.. LOL. I think it was raining at 9 plus am, or was I dreaming? hmm. In my subconconscious mind I was thinking, what a good weather to sleep! So I just continue to sleep.. haven't really slept for around 10 hours for like the past 2 years.. and damn it was great. wahaha.

I was damn tired actually.. yesterday went to town once again, this time with another friend. Watched Over The Hedge at cineleisure, and it was damn funny. Really had a great laugh during the show. After the show, we WALKED around for around half an hour, deciding what to eat. After some considerations we WALKED to Wheelock place. Wanted to eat sakae buffet initially, but we were told that the buffet ended, I was like huh? Isn't the buffet at night? lol. So we just settled down at NYDC. A nice cafe still. After dinner, we WALKED around at Tang's and Paragon. And then slowly, back to Cineleisure.. lol. My backache was kinda bothering me by then, so suggested going to a cafe and rest. We went to the cafe at level 5, where I had my rushy dinner with Kenneth and the others 2 weeks ago. I figured out the name of the cafe.. lol~ Its called Galilee and Friends. Coincidentally, the staff tuned in to Channel 5, which was showing Singapore Idol. So we watched for the whole hour. I was pretty attracted by this Jasmine Tye.. so sweeet looking.. oopz.

After that, we WALKED again.. from Cineleisure to Orchard point, down the Paragon, Lucky Plaza to Scotts, Hanged around in Far East, and then slowly to Lido. Walked walked walked.. lol.
So this is the reason I slept so much. Oh in addition I went for a morning swim too. Haha~

This week is a weird week! I saw so many contestants of all the reality tv competitions on the street. Campus superstars Yiyuan, and Kenneth. Star Idols Alicia (She is so pretttty!) and Bryan, and the two male contestants who enterted the next round in Singapore Idol last week. Oh well, how big can Singapore be? and Where else can we hang out besides Town and City? Zz.

2006-06-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

"Wah, where did you go/What did you do? You're so dark."
I've been hearing the same sentence over and over again the past two weeks.. Aye.. My swimming regime has done this to me.. haha. Its just 2 to 3 times per week, but coincidentally the weather during those days was sunny usually, and I don't have the habit applying sun block lotion. I like to be tanned, but I guess its abit over. lol. Hey guess what, I'm the new X-men mutant --- the charcoal man! lol ok crap.

Had enough of collecting dust and producing cobwebs in my room, thus decided to go town to walk around on monday. Of cos I've asked a friend to accompany.. Oh.. GSS.. so we shopped around too! lol. Bought a orange singlet and a board short in the end. Orange! lol this is the first time I bought a bright-coloured stuff myself. Wanted to buy somemore, but my friend stopped me, saying that I can still come down anytime.. haha, ya true.

Friends have been asking me," ORD loh, so what you gonna do next?"
Me: "Urh, rest loh, stay at home."
Friends: "Not going to find jobs?"
And my replies are always "No lobangs," or "No point to work for a month plus."
Friends around me are all working, even my female friends too, during their holidays. Geez I hate this kind of peer pressure, compelling me to go out, find work and start cracking. Somehow as the pressure starts to rise, the more I wanna slack. LOL. I just wanna go the opposite way. Seriously during army days, I didn't spend much also. I don't smoke, I don't drink, and I don't club. So I guess this one month plus break I can still survive. I JUST WANNA SLACK. lol.. and oh, somemore I am not going overseas too. SAVE SAVE SAVE! MUM'S THE BEST! (familiar? LOL)

Pretty in bad mood now. This morning so many things just gone wrong for me. I missed a bus, nearly lost my wallet, the zip of my bag loosened... ARGH.. don't talk about it. Listening Cao Ge's songs to smoothen my mood now.

2006-06-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

Weekend.. another homely weekend for me.. Watched X-Men III with my family last friday. The plot's kinda rushy for me, but I like the action still. Phoenix is so powerful in the movie.. My goddess.. Tear everything apart into molecules using her mind.. geez.. Somehow the movie isn't really the last X-men movie to me.. You guys may get what I mean, if you managed to glimpse a short clip after the credits. Overall the movie's good, although I don't like some parts of the plot.

Saturday, Had a small barbecue session at my granny's place. They bought so much food.. Satays, chicken wings, prawns, crabs, sausages and chicken thigh meats.. Barbecued with my uncle and brother.. My uncle taught me the art of barbecuing.. lol.. perhapz next time I can help out more whenever there's a BBQ session. My the other uncle, (lol.. okok.. I've 3 aunts and 3 uncles, and of cos they are in pair duh, the one whom I barbecued with is my 2nd uncle), my 3rd uncle, cooked some food too and brought over to granny's place.. So much leftovers after that.. and therefore those leftovers became our supper.. I was full to the max.. lol.. guilty guilty..

Hmm time really flies, next friday my brother's gonna pass out from BMT.. hmm.. he asked me to attend his POP, and of cos, I wanna attend.. besides my mum, he also asked our aunts and cousins.. hmm.. I still remember only my parents came for my POP.. lol..

Sigh.. gotta make some plans for next week.. if not I'm gonna be bored to death.

The day has come!

2006-06-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up exceptionally early.. well.. 9 am.. haha.. but this time is considered "exceptional" for me nowadays. Not by any noise, I just woke up naturally, even before my alarm clock rang. Finally the day has arrived.. and I went back camp for the very last time (for this year).. to collect my pinkish IC! I was still tired though.. cos I slept at 3 am last night.. Dragged my feet out of the house and hailed a cab to camp.

Once reached there the first thing I gotta do was to finish my clearance. Okay its a bit last minute I know haha.. Went to see S3, and man I was so fearful. lol.. Luckily he was in a good mood.. and even wished me luck! phew.. some other staff were not around, so gotta wait till after lunch.. In the mean time I packed my stuffs.. Didn't realise I still have so much things to clear even though I brought some of the things back earlier on.. I've seen others coming back camp in a small bag and leaving the camp, relaxed. Man why I din clear it earlier! lol. I was already sweating like mad packing and bringing down my stuffs to the medical centre. Medical centre? You must be thinking why.. lol. Well, some of stuffs were in Fahmi (my senior medic)'s room. Gotta clear them too. Speaking of Fahmi, he wasn't around.. so couldn't bid farewell to him..

Had my lunch at the canteen, and then waited till lunch time.. finished off my clearance in the end, and tada! My IC is back! I was given a certificate of service too.. zz.. like other ORD personels there is a conduct and performance indicator for our service.. range from unsatisfactory to outstanding.. Hmm, I've gotten "Good" for both.. still alright for me.. in the middle of the range.. lol.

Dad fetched me home later, at the same time messaged some of my BMT buddies "ORD LOH!"..
thought of asking them out for a small gathering.. perhaps in a later date.. Well I'm starting a new phase in my life now.. wish me luck!

2006-05-31T00:57:00.000+08:00

Dang.. Sunday was a terrible day.. Early in the morning I was wakened up by my bro.. at 8 am!! Arghz.. thanks to his mobilisation.. and he was like so anxious about it. My mum was like yelling here and there. I couldn't sleep the next few hours.. zzz.. What made me even more furious was that he only had to go back camp at 1 pm.. diaoz. Couldn't blame him also.. His first mobilisation. But guess what, I've never, EVER, seen him so enthusiastic or even anxious as before. Before his enlistment, he's ultra lazy; always play games until 4-5 am, and sleeps in the day. Surprisingly that his army life has begun to change his life.. Hopefully his character and attitude too.

After his enlistment, there's much more peace in the house. No more quarrels; no more yellings and no more naggings! In the past my army life was problematic enough, back at home I couldn't even rest well.. to the point that I almost thought of leaving home.. sigh. Maybe I just fail to be a good brother.. I just ignored everything.. I didn't guide my brother well.. sucks. We are like good friends somehow, shared views and chatted, but we rarely quarrel.. which is abit weird.. oh well. We are like in two different world.. although we are Leos, our character differs so much.. Maybe brothers, or should I say siblings, are meant to be like this. lol.

In the afternoon went to my grandmother's place for lunch. The last time I went there was Chinese New Year.. Grandfather wasn't around, nor my aunts and uncles. My cousins were there though.. In the past we used to go there for dinner every weekdays .. since young!! Until I was enlisted. Really missed my grandmother's cookings during those days..

After that went to my granny's place. Okay okay, I know I'm too homely already, but I've got nothing much to do! haha. Since young I've been like this, going grandmother's place during weekdays and granny's place during weekends.. Well my parents are filial and homely too, so no choice heh.

Friends are travelling overseas .. to Australia, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Malaysia.. but I'm not part of any group.. sigh.. Been thinking that now is a great period to go overseas, but somehow I'm being left out. Supposedly there's a trip to Taiwan.. In the end the organiser -- Kenneth, gotten himself a job and couldn't go, the others like somehow not interested. I'M SO DEPRIVED NOW. lol..

These two days been slacking at home.. okay I've gone swimming and did some workout in gym.. but it still seems boring.. maybe cos I'm alone.. Lonely~ I'm Mr. Lonely~.. I have nobody..~ on my ooOO~~~WNNn~.. oopz. A day more to freedom. At least there's something that I'm looking forward to. wee~

2006-05-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

Thursday morning.. as usual went to swim again.. but different thing was that Jason joined me.. I thought it was a cloudy day, in the end the sun was blazing.. hot day it was..

wee.. finally gotten my contact lens yesterday.. haha.. ordered since last week.. till now then the stocks came.. My mum taught me how to wear them.. but I was like abit clumsy.. lol.. took like half an hour to put on them, and viola! my eyes were free from specs! lol.. Think I'm abit slow.. until now then wear lens.. hah..

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Friday evening.. went out with my ex-army colleagues-cum-friends to watch Da Vinci Code.. but some of them in the end never turn up.. (you guys know who you are.. haha.. zz) Kenneth was abit disappointed and angry .. tsk tsk.. think he's not gonna organise anymore outings.. haha..

Supposed to reach cineleisure at around 5.45pm.. in the end most of us reached there at around 6.15pm.. haha.. Went to this cafe at level 5.. but I couldn't figure out the name of the cafe.. Had our dinner there.. ordered our food at around 6.30pm.. Guess what time the show starts? 6.50pm. LOL .. sian diao loh.. gobbled our food like some beggars who haven't eaten for months.. Haireez met with us for a while, and then he went off for his MANDARIN lesson at Raffles Place.. Tsk tsk, wanna tackle chinese girls izit.. haha..

About the show.. overall not bad lar.. first thing first.. I have not read the book yet.. so I don't know the plot.. and since I don't know, I must be attentive to the movie, so that I could understand.. In the end there are some parts I'm still abit blur.. guess I've gotta read up that book again..

Went to burger king after that.. Cos Kenneth did not eat just now.. Haireez met us back there too.. then we talked about the show and stuffs.. after that went back home..

Great S'pore Sales is here.. I WANNA GO SHOPPING.. haha

Counting down.... ....

2006-05-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

Weekend as usual.. pretty boring.. Went down to town with mum to do some shopping on Sunday... shopping...... zz.. I think my back really cannot withstand long enough anymore.. I feel the aches after standing or walking for long.. that evening same thing happened again. Mum, as usual, was indecisive. She could choose pillows for like nearly an hour. Backaches backaches.. Oh.. she bought me another bag though.. and why? cos she thinks Andreas' bag is good and useful.. haha.. I really got nothing to say.. Din really want to buy another bag.. but she insisted.. oh well.

I was already so tired.. I guess the morning swim was pretty exhausting.. haha.

Woke up in the next morning.. and saw the clock.. geez.. 10 am.. I continued to lie on bed and slug around.. This has been going on for like the past 2 weeks.. and It's so great.. But this morning.. there's one thing in my mind -- I gotta go to clementi camp for ORD function later.. gosh I'm so dreadful to go back .. even though its only a function..

It's been so long since I last wore my uniform.. Dad sent me to the camp, and I reached there in the afternoon.. Derren was supposed to be there, and in the morning he sent me a sms, saying he's on MC.. zzz... Thought I was gonna be alone for the whole thing, till I saw some of my camp mates..

The function lasts for like 3 hours. I got a souvenire from them..

Think its pretty nice.. better than the other batches.. as they got a plug instead.. haha..

Hmm I saw this on the cover box..

Certainly, It brings back alot of memories during the past two years in army.. I think I've really really been through alot, probably hit the lowest point of my whole life.. The tears, joy, hardwork and sweat.. I won't forget them.. And my fellow buddies, colleagues, course mates and camp mates, thanks for the support, the fun and joy you guys gave, and of course, the burden we shared throughout the 2 years..

Counting down... ORD LO!

Happy 21st Birthday Ger~!~!

2006-05-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

Alright.. went to gerline's birthday chalet last evening.. was pretty tired already actually.. cos in the morning swam quite a number of laps non-stop.. thankfully I had a short nap before going off to pasir ris..

Reached there at around 6 plus in the evening. Had a long 1-hr bus ride from my home to pasir ris.. supposed to meet the others at 6.. but due to peak hour.. was late for around 10 minutes..
Glad to see some whom I've haven't seen for a long time.. Hui Shan, Wei Qiang, Jia Rui.. Derren, Hui Mei, Sock Fang and Aleathea were there too..

After that we were figuring out where's the shuttle bus that goes from the MRT station to Costa Sand Resorts.. walked one round.. looking high and low.. and Hui Shan asking passer-bys.. the others just chit chat behind.. lol.. In the end called gerline.. I wondered why we never did that earlier? haha~

Reached the resort at around 7 plus.. and met gerline.. she was with her other half, Xiao Han, to rent a mahjong table and buy a bag of charcoal.. after that head off to the chalet..

Gerline's friends were already barbecuing.. we settled down first .. then helped out.. I din really helped much though.. just placed all the raw hotdogs, sausages onto the pit..haha~ We sat around and chit chat.. and of cos, makan. Gerline was busy with her stuffs.. so couldn't accompany us.. until everything was pretty much settled.. then came over to us.. to take pics.. diao.. haha..

well took some pics..

---> Yummy! Satays! and the chef? Our dearest Sock Fang.. Hehe

Oops.. Candid shot.. Jiarui, and Darius, who came later <-----

--> Hui Mei and Aleathea~ ^^

The birthday cake! sweet huh? 21 small candles.. <----

Group photos!

Supposedly there were more people.. but they couldn't make.. Oh.. and Hui Shan left early.. thus she wasn't in the pic..

At first wanted to stay over.. but there weren't a lot of people staying.. only sock fang, aleathea and me.. and considered that there might be alot of ger's friends staying over, decided to go home..

Was about to go off with Darius and Jiarui first, when Sock Fang called, saying only 2-3 of her friends staying over.. diaoz.. haha.. since we won't get outnumbered.. we decided to stay over once again.. haha

Played mahjong the whole nite.. wee.. in the end lost alot.. luckily never play with real cash.. lol. Oh.. got to know ger's friends too.. one of them is her sec sch, rbl and uni close friend.. Ai Ping; the other one, I think he's her rbl close friend, James, and another one, her uni engineering friend if I'm not wrong.. Yuan Sheng.. cool.. pretty fun-loving guys.. found somemore mahjong kahkis.. hiakz...

After that play some stupid games lar.. haha just to pass time and have fun together.. until 5 plus am.. then slept for a few hours.. left to home at around 11 plus.. think all pretty shagged out.. heh..

tired still after an afternoon nap.. sign out!

2006-05-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

Don't know if it's the weather or something.. my mood swing is getting bad to worse..

Sometimes I wonder where has my confidence gone to? Everytime when I wanted to do something out of my comfort zone, there's always a big shot of adrenaline into my system.. my heart beat faster.. my lungs start to grasp for air, my lips and limbs begin to tremble.. Sickening.. How to face crowd like that? How to even communicate with a stranger?

I don't know if I should work for a month.. My mind is just so tired.. Think my NS life has drained me alot.. Sigh.. 2 years back I thought I could transform myself into a better person during NS.. Yet after these 2 years, I suffered and haven't really grown better..

Decision - Better decide carefully, or else once you make the wrong choice, there is no turning back.. you gotta face it and deal with it.. ironically, I've become even more indecisive.. because of all the decisions I've made weren't the right ones.. maybe I'm just unlucky..

Anyways.. I need a change in myself.. not just looks, but my character wise.. How? time will tell ba..

2006-05-15T02:29:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. these days have been rainy.. where's the sun man.. come out come out! heh..
Vesak day.. kinda boring day for me.. cos for me everyday's holiday for now..
went out with my cousin, Andreas and his friends to town.. he wanna buy a bag for schooling... and since I wanna buy a bag too, I followed him around..

And oh my.. I really hate crowds.. no choice.. but gotta squeezed through Wisma Atria and Taka.. Went to taka.. and then to Heeren.. where he bought his bag.. there wasn't one that I preferred though.. continue to walk to Paragon.. looked around in the Crumpler shop.. the price was .. steep.. haha.. but durable.. The styles I din really like it..

We stopped by at the Food Picnic, Scotts for a rest.. After which we reached the final destination, and guess you should know.. Far East Plaza.. haha~
Went to this Zinc shop recommended by Andreas' friend, Alex.. wow quite a variety of bags there.. saw this bag pack that attracted me.. asked for Andreas' opinion.. and wee.. bought it..
got discount somemore.. haha~

We went to play billards and lan later.. yup... sianz right.. nothing much to do.. hah..
Oh.. Received a sms from Angeline that there's an invitation by Aleathea.. our JC former classmates, to this SDE Dinner and Dance at Hotel Intercontinental on the next day.. since I don't wanna rot at home, I accepted the invitation.

And yeap.. jump to the next day evening.. Wore something abit wrongly shirt and jeans.. since the attire was smart casual and retro.. But I was abit embarrassed when I saw mostly dressed formal, or retro.. which was the theme of the night.. Heck lar.. lol.

Dinner was great.. no dance though.. haha~
took some pics during the evening..

The five of us who went for the dinner~ lovebirds Xiaohan and Gerline, Sockfang, and Derren..

The organiser! Aleathea and myself..

The three muskerteers~ lol

Wee.. thanks to less than 1/4 of the table were guys, I was bloated.. *burpz*

2006-05-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

Alright.. I've had enough naggings from mum.. and realised that I don't have any spaces left to keep incoming stuffs.. Gotta clear up my drawers and shelves.. Guess what? My secondary and JC lecture notes and tutorials are still around.. LOL

you may think I'm a lazy person.. nah.. I'm a garang guni! wahaha..

wee look! that's juz a part of it.. if I show you my drawers you might freak out haha~

Oh.. gotta sort out also.. since zeyan wants my maths notes for his tuition.. Looking through all the papers.. sort of picturing back my JC life.. haha.. My JC life.. missed those basketball sessions.. think my skills are back to zero now.. zz..

Oh.. I found these too while tidying up..

My class photos! haha.. and no I'm not throwing them away.. they're my precious.. my PRECIOUS.. hah.. hope to see them all soon again.. gotta keep them somewhere that I can find next time..

Hmm my number tags for the National Competition.. haha~ to think that the tags are still here.. or am I suppose to return? hmm...
Really, really appreciated and am grateful.. for Mr Ho.. the teacher in-charge for track and field.. to give me this opportunity to take part in a major event for the very first time.. even though I did not have any past experience before.. and of cos my teachers, Eng Huat and Wan Yu! haha.. Missed those training days..

Finally tidied up.. and gosh.. I spent 3 hours.. zz..

LOL.. alot eh? Now you can imagine how untidy my room was.. blah..
Ready to start afresh now.. ~~~

2006-05-10T16:09:00.000+08:00

LOL! This show's how much time I've wasted.. =x
but who cares! Two months to relax.. why not? hah~

Anyone wanna join me? =p

2006-05-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

Wee.. weekend was kinda great.. but lets don't talk about friday.. boring duty in camp..
so move on to saturday!!

Met up with my secondary school friends at marina square.. Pei Wen(PW) and Kelvin jio me for KTV session..
that really satisfied my hunger for singing.. wahaha..
PW was late.. thus went to grab a bite with Kelvin's accompany.. talked about lotsa stuffs..
till PW reached..

Sang the whole afternoon at KBox.. till no voice sia.. haha~
at the evening.. more friends came by for a dinner.. Chi Wai, Junjie and Melvin..
Oh Kelvin's gf Huiling came too.. because of a speaker he bought.. lol.. thus he asked her to come down to help him take home..

Had our dinner at Billy Bomber's.. and man that was too filling! couldn't finish my meal..
After that we were deciding what to do next.. hmm.. at that time can't really do much..
Decided to walk around at the esplanade area since we were so full.. *bloated*

To our surprise.. the esplanade bay has changed so much.. the whole stretch of the path was crowded with
alot of malays.. Not that I'm racist ok.. Just wondering why the sudden flock? The serenity was no more.. and I guess the couples gotta find some other better places just for the two of them..

We din really walked much.. felt abit alienated.. heh.. thus decided to go somewhere else..
but where? lol.. we didn't have any idea where to go.. nowhere to go.. sianz..
Kelvin gave us suggestions.. play pool at Selegie, makan again at AMK.. (OMG) or go home watch General Election (OMG!!!) haha.. of course we chose the first one.. hah.

Wai and Melv went back home to drive their father's cars out.. whereas the rest of us went back to MS' GV to wait.. chit chat for an hour plus.. till Wai and Melv reached back here..
And went off to selegie.. played pool for an hour plus..
Hmm.. couldn't remember who started to talk about geylang.. and this ignited PW's curiousity.. hah~
because of that.. they decided to go geylang and see..

Wow the area was really active at such a late timing.. and I din know the geylang streets have different purpose.. the even number streets are for prositution.. and the odd number are for food..

we drove around the area.. saw girls in skimpy attire.. got girls from china.. thailand.. got caucasians also!
they wanted to drop down at the area for a walk.. lol.. its abit uncomfortable when girls were gazing at you.. like some kind of seduction.. haha! I never experienced that before.. till that night.. eepz!!
Oh there was a police van patrolling around.. haha.. can see the women running away.. There are "aquariums" also.. a place for the men to look around for best stuffs.. from what I heard.. hmmz..

After that we drove off nearby for some beancurd drinks.. It was 4am already.. damn damn tired.. lol..
Wai then sent me back to my gram's place.. I was happy though.. coz I went out whole day! wee..
Its always nice to hang out with your best friends..

One of the songs we sang.. love this song too....

2006-05-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

Argh.. skin's peeling already.. sad.. gotta re-tan.. hah..
quite a boring weekend for me.. went over to my gram's house and stayed over for 2 consecutive nights.. Oh! went for a family buffet at Pariss' on Labour day... haha~ envy me envy me..
Hmm the food's ok to me, not really that 'WoW'.. Was quite surprised for the amount of food I've eaten.. Steaks, teppanyaki, seafood.. more steaks! lol.. guilty but who cares! hah
In the end the next two days went swimming and swimming.. blah haha~

Received a letter from NUS.. and so they offered me a place.. the course? same as 2 years back.. computing.. haha.. don't ask me why 2 years ago I never accepted the place.. Applied here and there for the past 2 years.. can't get into accountancy.. business.. nor even arts and social sciences.. oh well.. only myself to blame.. Oh.. and sorry.. I'm ain't interested in engineering..

Feel like working.. but then.. can only work for 2 months.. sianz.. might as well stay at home and decompose day by day.. Hmm taking up driving soon I guess.. since I'm free..
So many movies to catch during May.. M-I III, Poseidon, Da Vinci Code, X-men III... lol.. hmm when was the last time I watched movie eh? Oh I remembered.. I Not Stupid.. hah~

Chao ta chao ta..

2006-04-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

Last friday evening went for Hui Mei, or should I say, May's birthday celebration.. She held it at NTU hostel though.. having exams.. haha.. Met Darius at JP before that to get her a gift.. had a plenty of "last choices" haha, in the end bought a bag for her..

It was the first time I went to NTU.. and the first impression to me was.. wah.. ulu.. and so far.. zz.. but the place was serene.. maybe because it was friday evening.. and exam period.. saw Jia'E, my sec sch friend. Never seen her for years.. and was happy to see her.. hah.. Din know she's May's course mate..

Went home after that.. Darius sent Jia'E and me to the nearest bus stop.. eh don't think too much.. hah.. cos we live very near to each other.. so went home together.. had a long chat on the bus.. wasn't a long bus ride for me.. =)

Wee.. went for kayaking one star course the past 2 days.. Actually My pal, Jason and I already planned to take last year.. end up only taking the course at this time.. haha.. or else we would have finished at least 2 star..

Weather was pretty good the last two days.. but the sun was abit.. scorching.. hope the sunblock applied was enough to prevent me from getting sunburn.. Was abit boring at the start.. guess it was because we hadn't get into the practice yet.. until the later part.. and it was fun! hah.. capsizing, rescuing.. my water confidence has improved.. hah~

2006-04-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

Had a dream in a sleep.. dreamt of my mum struck 4D. Haha.. I do remember the numbers, but sorry cannot reveal out, or else it won't happen haha =p

Found out that most of my dreams are quite close to reality.. seldom like those in fairy tales and fantasies. And I'm grateful then I don't have terrifying nightmares before.. Hmm.. and Deja Vu..
This is abit freaky but quite a several times, I do encounter same things happening twice before.. wonder the 4D thing will happen.. hahaha.. oops now I'm even dreaming..

Broke le... bought alot of things.. but am satisfied.. Went shopping with mum yesterday.. and she bought so many things.. no wonder ask me to go... -_-
Yesterday never went over to grandma's place though.. cos my aunts are busy..
yawnz.. the weather's making me sleepy..

Friends..

2006-04-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Would like to share a story that I've heard..

The story starts where two good friends were stranded in the desert.
Everyday they walked along, hoping to find a greenland soon, and along
the way, they supported each other.

One day, they had an argument, resulted them in a fight. One of them
slapped the other, which ceased the fight.
At that evening, they pitched a tent and rest. The man who was slapped by his
friend went out of the tent, and decided to write something on the sand. He wrote
"My good buddy slapped me today." His friend saw it, but the silence continued.

They continued their trail, and finally found a greenland.

They came to a small river to wash themselves up, and the man decided to take a bath in the river.
Suddenly, the man had a cramp on his leg,
and struggled in the river. His friend quickly jump into the river and saved him.

After that, he dried himself up, and then used a sharp knife that he always carries, and carved something on one of the stones along the river. He carved "My good buddy saved me from drowning today." His friend became curious and asked him, "why are you doing this?"
He smiled and replied," Remember you slapped me during that arguement? I wrote that on the sand, so that the wind will slowly blow away that matter. And now, you saved me, I want to carve it, so that this matter will always be remembered."

This story wants to tell us that, A true friend may sometimes hurt you because of some misunderstanding, but whenever you are in trouble, he or she will always be there for you to lend you a hand, or support you.
Don't let small matters destroy precious friendships, cause he or she maybe your real true friend standing by you always.

Well.. sigh..

2006-04-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

Here I am again.. its been like so long since i last blog..
and look.. i can't even recall my username and password.

so guess I have to start afresh again.. well i'm glad though hah.

I'm typing this at a ward now.. don't worry.. i'm not hospitalized..
Juz having my duty.. lucky there's no patients tonight..
wee.. can sleep..

Tomorrow's Good Friday.. holiday! but dun have any plans..
sianz... guess I'll juz stay at home the whole day..
Clearing my leaves and offs now.. finally out of the miserable camp..
Please pls pls.. don't call me back to camp.. lol
Been through so much sh*t.. feeling like a slave.. servant would be a better word..
All the things I've done.. seems like no one appreciates.. a plain "thank you" could be
so hard to say out..

Argh.. don't wish to dwell on it anymore..